Ang lahat ng lalabas sa blog na ito, ay akin, ngunit kong may isinaad akong pinagkuhanan ng inpormasyon ay marahil kanila yoon.
minsan ay mayroon ding mga salitang hindi naangkop sa mga bata, kaya ang gabay ng magulang ay kinakailangan din.
hindi ko kailangan mag-adjust kung nababstusan kayo sa akin, dahil wala akong pakialam sa mga nababastusan o kung kahit sinong may bayolenteng reaksyon tungkol sa akin.
malugod akong nagpapasalamat at binigyan mong oras na basahin ang kawalanghiyaang mga isinassad dito.
nagbasa ka na rin lang, ay lulubos-lubosin ko na, gamitin ang comments sa ilalim ng araw ng titulo ng isang blog entry kung ikaw ay may nais ikomento tungkol sa isang post,
gamitin ang tagboard sa pagbati at hindi sa pagkomento ng isang post, maraming-maraming salamat po, nawa'y ikaw'y masiyahan sa pakikialam sa aking
magulo, antipatiko ngunit masayang buhay.
Seperating realism from idealism.
jueves, febrero 26, 2009
There are the allies, and the opposition, the pro and cons, the winners and the losers, those who would agree and those who would not, the traditionalists and the LGTB team, the good and the bad. All are actually equal, all has their sides and opinions, just depends on where we'd stand.
Lately I have been realizing so much stuff, I've been to idealistic, i've been very calculated, every move, every step, I've somewhat predicted or planned that, I somewhat knew what would be the outcome, of what will happen. NO, im no fortune teller, i hold no powers, but i do hold logic.
A lot of times, I've said to people, i hate losing, i'd rather quit than lose, for in that case i could say, i didnt get to do anything to make something or someone a failure, I never quit without even fighting though, how do I see if i still have the chance? LOGIC, i balance what do i have, what are my skills, stuff like that and see if i have a big chance of succeeding. wait, im digressing.
If you are a very close person to me, you probably do know that i wnat to change the world, i want to open people's minds into something foreign to them, something unknown, something unheard, i want to make people understand perhaps, my beliefs, and most of the people's beliefs. Showing them is possible, but making them understand, not happening.
I've taught of so much crazy ideas of starting a thing for the world to be a better place, someday, i want to be a national artist, so i could show the whole world what they can't see through films, i want to be a good will ambassador, so everyone would listen, a lot says it's idealistic, hence, it COULD meet what's real.
Living in a very diverse country is mind boggling, poverty, racism, human rights, it all shows. Im doing A LOT of movements to promote equality considering my schedule as a student, but what im doing now is not enough, i do have a big expectation from myself, i want to make a difference, i want to be someone who's controversial, i want to be somebody, not only for myself, but for my will to show and make the world understand of what I think they should understand. but then again, im being idealistic. Why cant i just focus on myself and to those things i could reach. I have no IDEA.
All i know, the world is pretty much balanced, there will be the good and the bad. The good will remain good, and the bad will only amplify the ecstacy of being good, that's how the world turns, that's how idealism touches and that's how reality bites.
the art of realism
sábado, febrero 21, 2009
I always perceived life life as PERFECT, oh not perceived, i DREAM about life being perfect, i guess the left side of my brain has always been working since i was born, imagery and pictures of a perfect life has been resting in my central nervous system since i started breathing. I love life, but into what extent? What is life anyways?
I have always been the person who people label as a perfectionist, perfectionist in terms of working, for for all i know, i am indeed hard working and i do know how to have fun, i want EVERYTHING balanced, happy, and could actually get something productive from what we are doing. so far, most of the things i've done is successful, but not balanced. I've started to shut my mouth and suck it up, just to see that everything looks balanced, they jsut dont know, im the one who's suffering.
I've always been a failure before, i was never this LEADER people see, practice makes perfect, but then again, nobody's perfect, therefore, why practice? PUTEK ANG KORNY KO! singit lang un, line from ang tanging ina niyong lahat LOL.
this actually doesnt makes sense. bottom line, im not a perfectionist, or maybe i am? tell me..
what do you see... :( iunno. i just feel empty, tis days, or maybe just today.. maybe i should start looking for myself again. did i actually lost myself? did i? or maybe i havent really found myself. all i know, im happy and im not hurting anyone. FKK.. i hate it. this post is full of I's, i hafta stop being conceited, i talk regarding my self too much. pft..
photocredit to ms. cielo caldeo and mr. aris aguila. lol. pormal pormalan. LOL :)
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IM VERY SORRY BLOG!
miércoles, febrero 18, 2009
FKK FKKK FKKKKK! SORR BLOG! I was wayy tooooo busy these past few day that i totally forgot about your birthday! :(
i know blog that you do understand.. you do know all what i'm getting through these days right? LOVE YOU LOTS BLOG and...
HAPPY BOITDEI! :)
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