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the child who has it all...
domingo, septiembre 30, 2007
i grew up in a family awake that the world is not an easy place to live in. it is something that we have to suffer, my parents always tell me that "hindi tayo mayaman" thing-y so I could always remember that yes, we are just ordinary people who eats 3 times a day or more and I have no right to experience so MUCH luxury in life. My father is an engineer abroad and my mother is a group manager of a popular fast food chain. quite high paying jobs neh? But my parents remained humble even though they get much than what we need.
12 years before, I was spoiled as hell, they give me anything I want, that's reasonable coz i am the only child, of my parents, my grandparents, aunts and uncles, the whole family! that's why whenever I ask for something, they give it to me in a snap or else, a charming little baby would get mad at them and dont talk to them, won't sing for them and won't dance for them, and not doing those things for them is like hell. I even remember i've got a blue drum full of toys back when i was alone, not until my brother came, he ruined the "give everything to justin" thing, but yeah, i am happy to have him, now i've got a brother to share everything i have with.
after 6 years, life must've have noticed that everything is enough for justin, and life gave us another brother, now, there's three of us, but it's not a problem, my parents remained equal, when they buy this for me, they'll also buy this for my two brothers, that's why we always have 3 sets of kiddie meal. haha...
I left childhood and also left the toys for my 2 brothers, i took my buying powers to the next level and asked for gadgets, and being a teenager, my parents understands everything about me, they give me what i want because they know that i've been raised to the "hindi tayo mayaman" thought, in which i truly adore and respect.
my 2 brothers are still at the "toys stage" that's why I still have no problem asking my parents to buy things that i want... yes we're not rich but im happy that my parents can still manage to give us what we want and show love through means of those things, not mentioning the love they give us by always being there for us... i've got love from my family, material things, trusty friends, God and time for myself, i guess i truly am a child who has it all... i guess when you say you have it all, you are contented whith what you have, with those things above, is there a reason for me not to be contented? i think there's no way...
maybe when i get over this gadget level, i'll ask for something else, duh? change is inevitable... hehe...
and why on earth am i posting a thing like this? people.. say hello to my N70!! yehey!! too bad for the haters, i guess they would be seeing my face on the posts to come. :D anybody know's where could i download themes? haha. :D
Etiquetas: kabaliwan- buhay, labdisday, Update
spell fuchsia!
viernes, septiembre 28, 2007
i went at the mall earlier with my english class friends and after that, i ate dinner with someone that ruined my day... yeah... off with that someone... we're okay now... but im not... i still feel sad and down... let's continue my blogpost...
the oscars-nominated pagdadalaga ni maximo oliveros, bath house, twilight dancers, the award winning rome and juliet... familiar films isn't? yeah... those are just some of pinoy made pink-films... films tackling issues about extradordinary people... yeah... gays and lesbians... now finally... I saw another english gay film aside from "no ordinary love," and now it's commercialized... i'm talkin about chuck and larry...
at first, the movie may look straight and masculine but when the story reaches it's middle part... gays and lesbians doing anti-sexist rally, traditionalists answering the group's rally. beware for the people who will watch the film, i'll be spoiling it any minute now...
Larry is a single father that is afraid that he might die tomorrow and no one will be watching his kids, so to get an insurance or something, he told Chuck his problem and how he could help. Because larry saved chuck from a near-death experience, chuck wants to repay larry for saving his life and for being a bestfriend. larry told chuck that they should declare a domestic partnership so if larry dies, chuck will be responsible for his kids and the money he could get. now the twist is, there was a gay couple before them that filed a domestic partnership to fool the US gov't and get money from an insurance. that's why investigation officers came to see larry and chuck's lifestyle and see if they are really into each other. at the end, they were proven that they are not gay and the two jsut had a connivance to get the insurance. and the next thing that happened... i dont want to tell...
generally, i love the movie. it's a comedy that every teen would enjoy...
one part that i love from the movie is when chuck and larry's boss was explaining something and he said something meaningful like...
misha-mishu-mish-bish-bash-bosh-mash-momomo-mamama- "it doesn't matter what we are, the most important thing is how we live."
something like that...
i laughed for almost 1 hour just watching the film coz it has a good script and adam sandler is a very good actor!! :D
hahaha... off for now... tata!
Etiquetas: trip
i feel so down...
jueves, septiembre 27, 2007
i've been wanting to write something but something is bothering me. and i dont know what that second something is. sheesh. that is really driving me crazy, i feel so sad to the point that i wanna cry but i cant cry, i feel too low but i dont know what the heck is the reason!! sheesh... i think i'll go to the mall tomorrow... ugh... watch a movie alone.... i feel so sad i wanna eat ice cream!!!! :( double dutsch and cookies and cream! i also want that ube cake from red ribbon! ohh wait.. im on a diet.. sheesh...
Etiquetas: ...
606... 608... where's 607?
martes, septiembre 25, 2007
it's been months since we've graduated in highschool and as far as I can see, most of us survived college, oh, i forgot, only THEY. I haven't heard news about some of my batchmates. What's the problem? busy schedule? or simply losin touch? some of them doesn't want connection with me and the others? that it? if that's what they want then be it. im not givin any damn to those who give me shits. :D
I dunno with the others but me and my senioritas are so damn missing highschool. some of them says they miss highschool because the lessons compared to college are like honey given to a baby, some miss the thought that their friends are just one snap away and some just miss everything.
who would never miss the monotonous schedule that they'll never have in college? who would never miss the days where they could cheat easily on exams, seatworks, assignments name it, we cheat on it,(name one student who doesnt! i'll hail him/her for being a saint) who would never miss sir peter's plus points? ms. vidal and ms. vangie's quotable quotes? who would never miss ms. anne's nose bleeding vocabulary? and lastly, who would never miss the ups and downs that atheneum had given us?
honestly, i have no hard feelings on those who doesn't want to see me or the others. its ok with me if they dont want connection with the people to whom they've shared half of their life with. but one thing's for sure, i sooooo miss highschool. :D
yea, some who doesn't know us might say that i am a drama king saying things about my batch out of the blue... just an overview about my batch...
we are like bohemians who must be painting in paris but the airplane left us in new zealand mooing with the cows and eating grass with the sheeps. we dont excel academically but im sure we have our artistic juices working. unfortunately, our school is lacking programs regarding art, that's why we ended up stuck not shining with our pens and papers, instead of being a celebrity with our dancing shoes and crayons. i believe that lacking programs about our talents is also a factor why we bacame renegades of our own school, we dont fit in our classroom scene, we NEED space where we could express ourselves. but the school centered with the academics... mediocrity ate us...
anyway, off with the drama. i'll be the first 607-er leaving the country... i hope they'll stay connected with each other, even just with their cliques. :D
Etiquetas: kaibigan, normal na araw
goodbye makati and hello canada!!
miércoles, septiembre 19, 2007
early this morning, we went to pasay to have that PDOS thing-y. yes with sore eyes! wohooo! good thing its not that boring, not like that 70's seminar again. Im stuck with the "cool" guys now. hahaha! hence, my time was still wasted for i think all that has been said are basic things that a person migrating should know, and all of us there knows the things taught.. piff. i think it's just the government's excuse just to make us pay 400php. yes, we payed 400php. now it's not only time, money is also wasted. pif again.
after the seminar, we went to makati so we could buy our plane ticket. we were in the middle of a discussion in front of a big building close to the road, my mom was like "dito ang paseo de roxas" and my dad was "doon ang paseo de roxas" and i was like "watever paseo de roxas" when a big bang came running into my ear drums. I thought that there was just a pyrolympics or something at the afternoon.(haha, silly me, ba malay ko kung may prosisyon) but nooooooo!!! another set of bangs was released and high-heels were like "klik-klok-klik-klok," call cen'ner(haha) agents and office people came running to search for a place to hide(yes with their office wear! haha!). i became consciuos that sheeesssh! HINDI ITO FIRE WORKS!! MAY NAGBABARILAN! we hurriedly searched for a secured place, una pa ngang pinagtaguan namin eh sulok lang, yung dad ko kasi pero lumipat na kami sa building. in the building, i was afraid that the man might go inside the building and hostage me and get blood all over me! btw, he was already bleeding na, paulanan ba naman siya ng bala eh d pa ba siya tamaan? he was just like 5 meters away lang kasi and the shoot out was like 20 meters away from us lang kanina. i was afraid but deep inside, natatawa talaga ako, nakakexcite kasi! hahaha! good thing the call cen'ner agents wern't like "O MY GOD! there's a shoo out ovah deh, let's hide! lets hide!! i don wanna die!!" or people were not like "WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!" actually they're not shouting or having a panic or else, baka humahagalpak nako habang nagtatago, tumatakbo at may nagbabarilan. :P
first time ko makaranas ng ganun, i guess d na kami dapat maglalalabas this days kasi ppaalis na kmi. old people say things like people leaving are prone to danger maybe that's why we've been cursed with this sore-eyes and that ambush in makati. watch tv patrol, you might see me running there! hahaha! :P
Etiquetas: what a journey it has been
all our bags will be packed so we'll be ready to go...
domingo, septiembre 16, 2007
i still have my sore eyes upto now but yea its tolerable so i had this time to update my blog. :) you so can't imagine how i ached coz of this sickness, i hate it to death. but contrary to this sickness, Ms. luck must have given her bag full of blessings to me, my life this time is overflowing of surprises and good things, but let's not talk about my lurve life. hahaha! :P
my parents marked october 17 as the date that we will be leaving our mother land and face a different country, culture and life. this canadian trip is surely another chapter of our family story. a storm of emotions is approaching us rapidly. at this point we are happy because yea we know that we will have better opportunities there but yet we are afraid because we will be risking our good life here in the philippines and we dont know what heaven or hell will be facing us there add the "mushy" feeling of leaving our loved ones here especially to those people we shared most of our time with.
as expected, my life became fast after recieving that VISA confirmation, tomorrow, my parents will be buying the plane tickets, tuesday is robin's birthday, wednesday is our PDOS, it's like a seminar thingy but it is required not like the 70's seminar we had two weeks ago. and with that PDOS seminar, i'd have people at my age, not like again that 70's seminar. thursday and friday will be free days(you guys can call or text me up so we could have ultimate bonding moments), saturday will be robin's celeb. and i guess, i only have two weeks to spend with the people here...
i've made a checklist regarding this canadian trip, like what things will i pack and what things i wanna do before i leave, oh before i forgot, my father will be leaving this week to come back to bahrain and have his resignation done, just to inform you guys, but yung cellphone ko, wala pa rin silang binibigay na confirmation, but knowing my parents, yea they're so full of surprises. :D
here's my checklist:
[x] bonding with friends( oo nga pala, we went to the mall lasty saturday but im not blogging about it pa, coz thea's still not uploading our pictures, blame thea for that! hahaha! hurry thea hurry! :D)
[ ] another bonding with friends.
[ ] go to divisoria and buy stuffs.
[ ] have our despedida party. (cellphone or despedida? cellphone ako! hahaha! :P}
[ ] buy sneakers and lots of clothes pa! (if you know me well, you must know that, that will be this will be the first time i'd be wearing running shoes(o ha running shoes na tawag ko!) chempre, PEHM class is exempted. :P)(and expensive daw ang clotehs dun kaya dito na kami bibili.)
[ ] bid farewell to people close to me. :)
hmmm.. un lang ata gus2 kong gwin before i leave, super bonding with friends and buy lots of stuffs. pero sabi nga ng tatay ko, hindi lang kami magbabakasyon dun, bagong buhay ang haharapion namin.. :D
Etiquetas: big deal, kabaliwan- buhay
stuck with the seniors and an oversized pair of sandals.:D
jueves, septiembre 06, 2007
finally! i've been able to visit and update my blog after a long hiatus! gawd! i wasn't able to serve my friends/readers/co-bloggers who left some messages on my cbox. and why am i so busy that this is the only time i've updated my blog? first... you got it right, because of ragnarok. second, i think you got it right again, because of the canadian trip. ohh... speaking of canadian trip, i will be leaving the philippines some date between october 15-19.
so last wednesday, we had this seminar regarding the "canadian life," yeah, we were taught how to live, think and act like canadians even though we are still here in the philippines. we had that seminar from 8am-5pm in citibank towers in makati. so ill make this post similar to those "girly-diary posts" as in detailed, coz I somewhat enjoyed that seminar and i think you'll enjoy it with me too! :D
my mom woke me up 6am in the morning and told me to prepare myself for the trip, she also told me that i couldn't wear my typical collared shirt- shorts- flip=flops, so i was FORCED to wear pants. coz it's makati daw, i have to look office-y. so i stood up infront of my closet for about ten minutes asking myself what would i wear? "is it the maong pants- brown polo ensemble? no its jologs. how bout the brown pants- brown polo(as in brown gold. all shades of brown.) combi? no magmumukha akong tangkay sa sobrang brown. how bout the maong pants- blue polo? over blue naman! hmm... ill try to wear a collared shirt na nga rin. so i came up with a brown collared( at least it's not uber brown, unlike the brown polo. its white/brown) shirt and brown slacks, ok, off now with the clothes(ang hirap pag walang camera. sorry! :P), so i couldn't wear flip-flops! sheeeeet!! that's another problem. if you are a close friend of mine, i dont wear sneakers or other closed footwear! gawd! what am i gonna do? i tried my prom shoes but its too big! d ko lang nanotice nung prom dahil gabi. waaa!!! so my dad made me wore his sandals, ohh.. correction, over-sized sandals. ugh. so what im wearin, is a total get-uptastrophe. sheesh.. iconsider nio na lang na im child at heart and not that office-y. dhil wala tlga akong masusuot dun. :(
we arrived at makati at exactly 8am, dumaan pa nga pala kaming baclaran to thank God for the blessings we recieved...
BTW, i am not required to take the seminar, but my parents again FORCED me to. gawsh! this is child abuse! anyone care to call bantay bata? the seminar was full of people i think 30-40's, i think i only have 4 people at my age. the guy over the left is the "discreet ako walang pakialamanan!" my mom got mad at him coz he keeps on checkin me, kahit tinataasan na ng kilay ng mommy ko check pa rin siya. the other one at the back is the "maria clara- ang cute ko" girl yeah she's cute. the one in front is the "akala ko kapatid niya yung mommy niya" dudette, yeah she's cool, rich, kind and nevermind. haha. and lastly, the one 5 seats away from me is "the cute with the F4-y hair, serious look, towering height, "i dig rock songs image" and the emoistic fashion" guy is my type. hahaha. i even day dreamed that we are getting serious bout something at the restroom and the seniors are getting serious about the seminar overlooking our absence. hahaha! sheesh! yeah, ang hirap tlga pag walang camera, you readers dont know how cute he is, how he moves is so "astig," how he talks is so gentle, and the speaker there said he's name is "Jade" (sheesh, chempre i didn't asked for is name, the speaker announced everyone's name who attended the seminar. :P) gawd! im exaggerating na. hehe. :P
do i really have to blog about the over boring seminar? i think wag nlng. tinatamad na rin ako. :P
so i guess i hafta wear my seatbelt cause this will be a very fast month for me, the only things that will cause delay are the airplane tickets(but my parents are working on it now), packing our baggages, preparing ourselves for the cold weather and learning french! so i think this is enough...
au revoir! :)
Etiquetas: plano ko sa buhay
