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Ang lahat ng lalabas sa blog na ito, ay akin, ngunit kong may isinaad akong pinagkuhanan ng inpormasyon ay marahil kanila yoon. minsan ay mayroon ding mga salitang hindi naangkop sa mga bata, kaya ang gabay ng magulang ay kinakailangan din. hindi ko kailangan mag-adjust kung nababstusan kayo sa akin, dahil wala akong pakialam sa mga nababastusan o kung kahit sinong may bayolenteng reaksyon tungkol sa akin. malugod akong nagpapasalamat at binigyan mong oras na basahin ang kawalanghiyaang mga isinassad dito. nagbasa ka na rin lang, ay lulubos-lubosin ko na, gamitin ang comments sa ilalim ng araw ng titulo ng isang blog entry kung ikaw ay may nais ikomento tungkol sa isang post, gamitin ang tagboard sa pagbati at hindi sa pagkomento ng isang post, maraming-maraming salamat po, nawa'y ikaw'y masiyahan sa pakikialam sa aking magulo, antipatiko ngunit masayang buhay.

i got my first day of school earlier and gahhd it's soooo tiring...
grade 11 here is like college there and we get to pick our class....
im afraid that i may not go to college coz the teachers there didnt told me that i hafta get specific subjects so i can go to a university... ugh..
so i got like 5 class this 1st sem... PE ed. film studies, media technolog, choir and canadian history.. our school is a slack... gaah.. but it's so fun...

in my school in the philippines, i can say that i have the power to rule the hallways... but there... it's different, i cnt bully guys, i hafta set aside when anyone is goin... ugh... i just hate that... but still... i love school here...

there are so many filipino people there that's why it's not that hard to adjust, school's school and very BIG!! gaahd, i got lost on my second class, haha... i hate PE.. so much...

gahhdd... i so miss my baby... i wanna be with him... ugh...

maybe next sem i'd be suffering from major subjects, like pre calc, chem and physics, and becuz phis. is like advanced, they say i wont get a hard time on those subjs... i hope..

film studies is super fun! i get to watch old films... 81 year old films... gaah.. and i get to make films... weee... and with media technology, i get to make animations and cartoons and it's also fun...

ugh.. i miss my baby... :) and yah good news! my aunt said that film industry is in toronto.. and my baby is in toronto... weeee!! i should be studying there... ugh.. hafta talk to parents about that...

uhmm.. and yah.. i got some compliments from school and the only thing i can remember is.... "good english," haha! it's lke said a lot of times and i so love it... thanks to ms anne m. and the english class i took before goin here.. haha... :D

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guess im still on the adjusting stage. gaahhhdddd..... i wanna go back to the Philippines... ayoko na dito. wala akong kakilala, wala akong kahit sinong friend, wala kaming sariling bahay, walang wala kami!! sheeet.... ayoko na... naiinis tlga ako... gus2 kong bumalik ng pinas... feel ko walang magiging direksyon ang buhay o dito... naiiyak ako... ayoko n tlga... pifffttt....

isa pa... uber gus2 ko kong makasama si jigz... feeling ko ang daming nawawala sakin pag hindi ko siya kasama... ang dami kong gustong gawin kasama siya... pero hindi ko magawa dahil nandito ako!! pathetic talaga... haaay... gusto ko ng umuwi ng pinas!! ayoko na dito...

hindi ko kailangan ng malinis na hangin, low crime rate, high paying jobs, malamig na weather, at maraming pera!! pinas ang kailangan ko! si jigz ang kailangan ko!! nangungulila ako sa pinas! gus2 ko ng bumaik! pathetic tlga.... :(

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Bless The Broken Road- Rascal Flats

I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you
Every long lost dream lead me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

I think about the years I spent just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true

Every long lost dream lead me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you


I wanna grow old with you - westlife

Another day
Without your smile
Another day just passes by
But now I know
How much it means
For you to stay
Right here with me

The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger
But it hurt so bad I can't take it any longer

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you

A thousand miles between us now
It causes me to wonder how
Our love tonight remains so strong
It makes our risk right all along

The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger
But it hurt so bad I can't take it any longer

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you

Things can come and go I know but
Baby I believe
Something's burning strong between us
Makes it clear to me

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you


The gift - jim brickman
winter snow is falling down
children laughing all around
lights are turning on
like a fairy tale come true

sitting by the fire we made
you're the answer when i prayed
i would find someone
and baby i found you

all i want is to hold you forever
all i need is you more every day
you saved my heart
from being broken apart
you gave your love away
and i'm thankful every day
for the gift

watching as you softly sleep
what i'd give if i could keep
just this moment
if only time stood still

but the colors fade away
and the years will make us grey
but baby in my eyes
you'll still be beautiful

all i want is to hold you forever
all i need is you more every day
you saved my heart
from being broken apart
you gave your love away
and i'm thankful every day
for the gift

(instrumental)

all i want is to hold you forever
all i need is you more every day
you saved my heart
from being broken apart
you gave your love away
i can't find the words to say
that i'm thankful every day
for the gift


**
ang love nga naman...

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im startin to live the Canadian way.. yehey... been sleeping straight na sa night... 12 am-7am.. dat's gewd. d katulad yesterday na i woke up 4am. teehee.. been missin jigz so much.. anyway.. we'll be seing each other probably january 3.. if i'd have the money... coz winter break's like december 22- jan 6.. so i'd be spending a week with him and be absent at school for maybe 2 days.. weee!! im so excited.. :)

and yah.. my diction.. been talkin so much english lately... my cuzin-like aunts who owns the house we're stayin in is talkin straight english.. only the eldest(ate christine) could understand that much tagalag. that's why we realy hafta speak in english.. instead of saying gotta go... i say.. i guh to go... hehe... and.. instead of saying... wait... im gonna eat that.. i say.. wahy.. ima eeah thah... haha.. so kinda slang-ish.. love it! haha..

anyway.. i'd be going to school this monday and maybe work also for monday.. we got cotillon practies on wednedays.. quite busy neh?

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OMG guys!! im here in canada.. borrowing my aunt's computer... i cnt use the computer that much though... anyway.. pictures from the trip is going to be in my multiply soon... i'm not blogging about my trip.. i'll be bloggin about him... :D

it was wednesday before i leave when this someone sent me a smile in friendster... so becuz of his "cuteness" i also sent him a message and that started something from us... we talked in ym and texted for i think until 3 o'clock in the morning... the next day.. Thursday.. we saw each other at the mall... i felt dumb coz i was lateon our first date... im like OMG!! i'll be leaving in two days ok? i still hafta meet my closest friends...

we watched a movie at the mall and as i expected... i felt comfortable with him.. been talking to him for 3 hours straight... been lovin him...

well you see guys.. before i met him... i told myself that i'm into no commitments... im afraid that i won't make it... i'm afraid i wont keep that promise... but after i met this guy... all things turned upside down.. i do things i haven't done before and it felt fun...

after i met him.. i ate my own words.. i told my mom i wont love people my same sex but i love him... and other things i cant tell here.. just some things between us...

so continue with the story... friday.. one day before i leave... my parents won't allow me to go out.. but i told my friends and also him that we should meet... my parents allowed my to go out until 5pm... but i came home 10... haha!! so there... i met up with him again and had fun... we watched a m0vie and played dota... im not good at that but he is... haay...

we told each other not to sleep until i leave so we could still talk... and yea.. we talked all morning... and now.. im here in a cold place.. still longing, missing and loving him...

haay.. he'll go to vancouver in december... i'll meet him there...

gawd! it's so cold here... 4 degrees? my gawd! according to the people here.. that 4 degrees is not that cold haha!! anyway.. 4 degrees or no 4 degrees.. im still missin him...

to my one and only jigz: been lovin you so deeply.. it doesn't seem that we've only met each other for like 5 days.. it's like 5 years... my GAWD! i so love you... i miss you so deeply... dont worry... i'll keep my promise.. hope you can keep yours... love yeah... :D

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so we've got 1 week to prepare for the trip... err...
going to canada is like a carrot and stick for me... but no matter what.. it's a price i hafta pay...

my sched's so hectic this days... our family is so busy packing things for the trip, but that is not the only reason why i'll be on a blog leave...

our high-speed broadband will be cut tomorrow... i guess if im gonna update my blog or friendster account, i hafta suffer from the slow connection dial-up prepaid cards are offering... sheesh. i hate slow services... i hate waiting...

so next satuday will be the day.. see you till my next post. :D good luck for me.

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anu bang dapat ipagparty pag aalis ka na? masaya ba ang tao dahil aalis ka na?

sobrang naiinis ako sa mga taong sinasabihan ko na aalis nako next week tas ang ibabatong tanong sakin eh kung may party ba? ugh. yes, feel ko may pagkakamali rin ako na magbanggit nung mga nakaraang araw ng party, pero hindi ako nagiinvite, hindi ako nagbibigay ng detail about dun, kung baga pahapyaw lang, naiinis akong talaga.

bakit yung ibang taong sabihan kong

"ui aalis nako sa 20."

eh ang isasagot sakin...

"o tlga? mamimiss kita... ingat ka doon ha!"

at yung iba naman na minsan lang ata makaranas ng party, ang sagot ay...

"o? kelan party?"

parang ang sakit sa side ko... anu bang dapat ipagparty? dhil ba aalis nako? masaya kayong aalis ako ganun ba? kaya gus2 nilang magparty? ugh... magastos ang umalis. at wala na kaming pera para sa party! pulubi na kami! baka mamalimos lang kami doon! hindi ba nila naiintindihan yon?

sana pala hindi ko na nga lang ipinagkalat na aalis nako. lyk nga ng sinabi ko sa mga una kong sinabihan... wag na wag nilang mababanggit na aalis nako. para magalit yung mga hindi ko sinabihan at magkalimutan na lang kami... sana ganun na lang nga... ng wala ng humingi saking ng party...

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tumataba na ako!! hindi niyo lang alam kung anu ang feeling ng dating patpatin tas tataba! ayoko maging chubby!! ayoko maging huggable! ayoko maging kamukha si jollibee!! pero kailangan kong tanggapin na tumataba na ako. ako ay 55.8kg sa umaga at 57.1kg sa gabi. ugh! whatta nightmare!


sa kabila ng lahat ng pagkatakot kong tumaba... kaya ko pa rin umubos ng 5 quarter pounders from mcdonalds, upsize fries at coke yun ha. tila sumuko na ang mabilis kong metabolism, wag naman sana. masarap kasi yung calamares sa tapat ng street namin!

kilala ako ng marami na hindi sporty, wala akong kasport-sport sa katawan, pero sumasayaw ako kahit papano, kaya siguro ako tumataba, isa pa ay pupunta na kami sa canada. baka lalo na ako tumaba doon, danlalaki ng damit nila doon eh, kailangan makibagay, ayoko tumaba! natatakot ako!

kung tutuusin, swerte talaga ako, kasi hindi ako yung tabain, mabilis ang metabolism ko, ang swerte ko! pero feel ko, naabuso ang aking fresh na katawan kaya parang sumuko siya! nagkakaron ako ng bilbil! kailangan ko ng abs! hindi umeepek ang sauna belt na bnili namin sa channel 9!!

nwawala na ang aking jaw line, napakanecessary pa naman nun sa isang model, bibihira ang model na d mashadong kita ang panga, bihira rin ang model na may malalaking pisngi! pero ung malaking pisngi hindi dahil sa malakas ako kumain, pinaglihi kasi ako kay tweety at sa pisngi ng mangga. ugh! nakakainis! pag dating ko ng canada mag ggym tlga ako! malamig dun, mahirap pagpawisan, kaya kailnagn ko maggym.

hindi ako nagbebreakfast, tamang ulam at rice lng sa tanghali, 30pesos na calamares at isang banana que sa hapon, minsan quarter pounder, at konting food sa gabi. ayus lng naman ang food ko dba? bukod pa pala diyan ang mga palihim kong dukot ng chocolate sa ref at ang pagpasok ko ng 2 cream-o sa kwarto... haaaayyyy!! ang hirap maging health at body conscious! at ang hirap iispell ng conscious. haaay...

isa na lang ang iisipin ko para di nako kumain ng madami, maraming nagugutom sa mundo. magtira naman ako para sa kanila! katulad na lang nung ale at 2 niyang apo kahapon sa mall..

may inaantay kasi kami ng tatay at nanay ko sa food court, may isang ali na umupo udn sa table sa malapit samin, may dala siyang isang tropical hut na meal na para sa isa lang. maya-maya, nakita ko may 2 bata na siyang sinusubuan nung food. unti-unting nakurot ang puso ko, putsa! yung meal na yun kulang pa sakin! sa kanilang 3 pa kaya? yun na lang ang iisipan ko. nakita rin un ng parents ko pero d na namin natulungan, after kasi nila kumain eh tumingin yung lola sa fone-book, yung bilihan ng cellphone accessories? sosyal si lola diba! gus2 ng lawit-lawit sa cp niya!

err... kailangan ko talaga magpapayat!! ang sabi nila, maganda daw pampapawis ang sex. ung mga patpatin kaya eh araw-araw nakikipagsex? kung oo... pumayat nga sila nanuyot naman sila! err...

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