Ako po si Justin, ang liberal na bata na naghahanap ng
ligaya, kalayaan,respeto at pagmamahal.
Walang ipagmamalaking kahit ano..
Balang araw, gusto ko maging direktor, direktor na tatalakay sa mga isyu tungkol sa "sexualidad," "prostitusyon" at
"buhay kontrabida," dahil pag pinaguusapan na iyong mga bagay na iyon sa industriyang sinehan, makikita at makukuhanan
ko kung pano gumawa ng anak ang 2 taong nagmamahalan, hindi ba masaya iyon? pinagsabay na pera at kaligayahan? sobrang
liberal ako at wala ka nang magagawa doon. salamat.
Ang lahat ng lalabas sa blog na ito, ay akin, ngunit kong may isinaad akong pinagkuhanan ng inpormasyon ay marahil kanila yoon.
minsan ay mayroon ding mga salitang hindi naangkop sa mga bata, kaya ang gabay ng magulang ay kinakailangan din.
hindi ko kailangan mag-adjust kung nababstusan kayo sa akin, dahil wala akong pakialam sa mga nababastusan o kung kahit sinong may bayolenteng reaksyon tungkol sa akin.
malugod akong nagpapasalamat at binigyan mong oras na basahin ang kawalanghiyaang mga isinassad dito.
nagbasa ka na rin lang, ay lulubos-lubosin ko na, gamitin ang comments sa ilalim ng araw ng titulo ng isang blog entry kung ikaw ay may nais ikomento tungkol sa isang post,
gamitin ang tagboard sa pagbati at hindi sa pagkomento ng isang post, maraming-maraming salamat po, nawa'y ikaw'y masiyahan sa pakikialam sa aking
magulo, antipatiko ngunit masayang buhay.
* A pocket full of determination * Common sense * Money
and..
* Shot shot shot shot!SHOT-SHOT! shot shot shot!
psh. Finally! I've been adjusting, whining, complaining and bearing the new and improved system of education, well at least for me. So far, i feel that I could not bear it, I feel that everything is gibberish, I feel that i have to learn the university language right away or id be left out, sad it is but fuck that! Im gonna do this.
I almost.... ALMOST drop out of school when i realized how expensive it is. Add the scary thought that i might fail my subjects. UGH. everything is just so different. I guess everyone doesnt really want changes huh?
okay.. it has been 2 days since my 18th!! i just want to say thank you soooooo much to everyone who made my day so special.. you guys dont know how a simple birthday greet made my day. :)
of course special mention to my TGIS.. to maples SC family and judy, jamoi and dianne! :)
love them lots..
I also want to thank GOD for giving me the 18 years of breathing.. of ups and downs.. of ALL the blessings he gave to me these past few days... MY UOM ENTRANCE SCHOLARSHIP!! my good marks, my loving family, my loving friends, and of course.. i thank him for giving you TO ME! :)
yikesss.. that's too much to contain for a short period of time.. yikeee!! anyway... ill be flying to ontario soon for a week and id be hella missing peg city!! yikes.. LOVE LOTS!! :)
Aside from the fact that i made a very drastic post last night... I WOULD MAKE A NEW ONE.. :)
I maybe am really serious... AND I LOVE IT... Nothing to worry about... I've felt new... I've felt soooo much better... ANd i've never felt something strong like this ever since... And i'm doing it again.. I'm willing to risk... I'm willing to fall... I'm willing to get hurt... And I'm willing to surrender... It happened wayyy so fast but i guess that just how it is... That makes it not stand out from the norm this world has been used to... Maybe that's why that word is not made a 20 million letter word.. Coz when you feel it, you feel it...
And again... I want to SHOUT.. I want to see you.. I'm excited... and I FEEL SO GREAT ABOUT IT..
so i have been talking about my job on my blog for a while now and i've been ranting on it since ages, well actually people, i love my job, it is boring yes but it's a great experience for future references plus, i've learned a lot. so here will be 5 things that i've learned and mastered from my job. who knows? I frequently use these skills from a day to day basis, sorry, can't help it. :P
5. LYING.
**being an after hours answering service, the things that we could do are pretty much limited, so we actually cover them up with lies, white lies just to resolve the problem. there will be a lot of times that people would be calling because they need prescription, we would say that doctors doesn't take prescriptions during after hours, they'll hang up. Doctors actually take prescriptions during after hours, well some of them don't, we are just scared because prescription calls are considered not urgent. well, they have all the time to do shit in the morning and they'd disturb a sleeping doctor after hours? how stupid is that...
4. FLUENT ENGLISH, SLANG ACCENT AND TALKING FAST.
** it's BA-EG not BAAAG for bag! it's KUR-ENN not CUR-TEYN for curtain! it's HEED-ING not HIT-ING for heating! and it's definitely not UH-HUH, it's simply YES or just OKAY! things that i've learned and have been used to when i started working in TAS, this has helped me into EVERYDAY living in this foreign country, this made me look like a pro(in which im not) in english speaking though i jsut moved here a year a go, i still find myself uttering at times but the speed of me talking is reasonable enough for people to understand what am i trying to say. these things, i've practiced and made perfect into 8hrs of answering phones and assisting people.
3. BEING UPDATED WITH CURRENT EVENTS
** I just wrote a blog about death and how i got scared from it, there you go, a perfect example, of course we answer calls from real people in real time, i've been able to talk WITH different kinds of people, from irate callers to people who can't speak english, name it, i've dealt with them. just earlier, i answered the phone from one of our lines, guess who called? my mom, i guess there was a major damage from her workplace and she's bothering mine! LOL
2. STABLE UNDER PRESSURE
** during peak times, like 4pm, when all offices closes, there will be those people who would not know that the office is already closed, all we do is we advice them that the office is already close and they should call back when the office is open, easy huh? NOT! TRY ANSWERING 2 PHONES AT THE SAME TIME! im not finished, add the pressure of system waits and callers waiting to get accommodated, it will be like hell, there will be times that in my whole shift, i never stopped talking. but then, this has taught me on how to handle on the go situations, besides, id be on the go once i step into university and i'd be handling not only calls but real customers!
1. PATIENCE
** that is the number one thing that i've mastered from TAS, from love to life, name it, any situation, i could handle it PATIENTLY, let's admit, people do change, i actually get kinda grumpy when people asks me to wait, but it looks like when i started working @ TAS, i'v learned to settle down. well hey, being single is one too! i've been patiently waiting for the right time and the right person, coz I don't wanna mess up like in answering calls, when you let people get into your nerves, you'll just mess up and cause trouble. so, i really appreciate all those people who are impatient and needs our service and all those stupid people who seems to lack common sense and jsut needs advice or someone to talk to, thanks to them, i became who i am now, someone who just sucks it up though a situation is really fukkd up. add the crappy attitudes of some of our employees.
i'm not quitting, i love my job and it pays me well, and im not lying, though the job is really boring... i just love it. :)
It's been a year.. since we migrated here in canada. new people, stuff, adventure and excitement... or is it? OO, isang taon na ang lumipas nasa pinas pa ako, init na init, excited na excited sa paglipat nmen dito, isang taon na ang lumipas, alin na ang mga nagbago?
I have no choice, my family moved here as one, i have to be with them, of course it's hard living on a different world from what i was used to, it is truly, people thinks that living in a different country is an advantage for everyone, but then, guess what? not all that glitters are diamond, of course things has it's good things and bad things, yea sure, cliche.
I grew up with a country where people are warm, hospitable, carefree and fun loving, but then I moved into a country not so close to where i grew up, with these white cold things all over, clean streets, 4way stop signs, less traffic and surprisingly uncrowded malls. Oh LOL, ang ironic ata ng sinabi ko. LOL anyway continue sa drama, wala ang mga tyangge, ang uniwide, ang sm bacoor, ang grocery or small sari sari store, ang street food at ang tricycle. WALA. I miss those stuff, i feel homesick, but then after a year, i started hugging the culture, the way of living, their way, is my way, and i guess, that's the way it is.
I felt numb, insensitive, still fun loving and hospitable, I can't say i became better but i guess i still bring up everything that i do best. I started seeing the world as a bigger picture, not only a world centered on me, centered on how i could be successful. I started to belong, join orgs and activities. Those stuffs, somewhat kept me busy, made me forget everything that i miss back from my country, behold, my normal weekly sched...
Sunday: my freakin supervisor usually(?) gives me work on sundays, 9am-5pm, then we go to church @ 730pm and after mass, family gathering, party.
Monday: I wake up @ 8, go to school before 9, get off school @ 3:30 and go to work 4:30-10, my dad picks me up after work.
Tuesday: i still wake up @ 8, go to school before 9, school ends @ 3:30, student council meeting until 4:30, go to work until 10.
Wednesday: i still wake up @ 8, go to school before 9, school ends @ 3:30, drama rehearsal until 5, that will last until december 9, 10 and 11, the official showing date of our school drama prod. go to work until 10.
same agenda for thursday.
Friday: same as monday. just that @ lunch, we usually have a unity group meeting, that's why sometimes i dont eat.
saturday: work 9-5, family gathering, party.
im off @ work twice a week which goes randomly. not to mention the student scholarship meeting happening every self directed Wednesdays, add stuff and events organized by my orgs. i know im busy, but i still get to chill with my friends, and these stuff keeps me away from thinking. thinking about sad things...
Im single, who cares? I'm totally blessed by God with all these things flowing around me, why should i ask for more? oh yea, you got it right, defense mechanism. luckily i got these people...
And these people too...
and technically these people...
been working my ass off these days, and saying these things, i could say i belong.
oh and finally, i bought my own camera! :D im so happy, it's the cannon a2000. i'm actually contented on what it can give to me. im so proud of myself. LOL
life has been a breeze for me tis days.. school's been up and work has been making me busy...
been earning a lot.. and when i say A LOT, i really mean it.. i love it... seriously.. not only that it gives me hope to go back to ph this summer.. but it also has given me this money for shopping..
so school.. just started just like 2 weeks ago.. noticed how people use "like" whenever they speak english.. LOL... im guilty of that crime.. LIKE i need to be punished for saying the word.. LOL.. so anyway.. just days ago.. a letter was sent by the school inviting my parents to attend a ceremony... first i thought i did something bad at school or i might be flunking.. having in mind that i've got 2 line of 6's and line of 7's.. well guess what? it just says that i had an excellent year with them last year and i qualified garnering the honor roll status.. my other subjects have pulled those 6 and 7s... not a big deal though... you just have to have an average of 80 with all your subjects and poof.. hello honor roll.. it turns big deal when you're an asian and you wont get the status.. LOL... im being racist now..
well guys.. sorry for speaking in english.. i just need to see if i could still speak english.. coz as i could see.. work has been eating my brain these days and i frequently find myself choked using this language..
well.. school's been good with me.. love all my classes.. only thing i hate is that i am not bound to qualify for a scholarship.. UGH.. i need to prove that i am a student leader here in ca yet the only thing i've got is i'm an associate student leader of the maples unity group.. i feel threatened.. and for my achievements in pinas to be credited... i need references.. anyone from the faculty in atheneum reading this shit could write something bout my achievements in pinas? ms anne? LOL.. if there are any.. haha...
good things from work too.. after 2 months of taking and dispatching calls.. i've got promoted.. i am a senior operator now.. i've got a raise considering i'm only occasional.. means that i work beyond their rules based on mine.. LOL.. well.. been earning a lot.. just saw my paystab earlier and i think they gave me more than what i've worked.. oh well.. their bahd.. they gave me extra money.. should be just thankful enough for that... sexy.. i know..
well.. too much info for now.. dont think that im living the good life here.. coz you dont know how much i've been through.. if you just know how rotten my inside is.. not that i have a bad attitude.,. you guys just dont know.. hahahaha! LOL.. :)
have i told you that two jobs called me for an interview.? the first one was at the chocolate shop.. it was like a fine dining thing.. but they serve alcohol.. so i cant work there because im under 18...
the other one was at arby's.. and loool.. i dont think it's in winnipeg anymore lol.. haha...
daming nagbago since hmm.. cnt remember when.. im acshually now living the way I should live.. LOL... it took me 8 months to adjust.. LOL.. haha.. nwei.. dont wanna speak any further..
hmm.. a lot of changes.. sobrang daming changes..
im back to being the child na naglalaro ng mga games and stuff na ulit.. i acshually found myself again.. and again.. dont wanna speak any further.. LOL!
acshually.. i feel happy... i feel complete.. though.. a big part of me tells me im not.. LOL..
hence.. i miss him.. LOL.. how ironic.. and paradoxical.. LOL.. just wishin.. haiix.. acshually know what? I DONT WANNA SPEAK ANY FURTHER! LOL! haha!
before i was a simple justin, a family centered dude who always follows his mom and dad, though sometime they differ some perceptions, they still could jive with each other. the old justin was everybody's friend, though bitchy at times, he still could call a couple of his friends in times of need and vice versa.. he always gets what he wants with so less effort... he could say that he lives in a very luxurious life enjoying every bit of blessing God could give... though crowned as a leader, justin is still dependent to his parents, he still asks for literally EVERYTHING but still understands his limits... he never crosses those limits.. for he knows that whenever one crosses some limits.. consequences will pop out without knowin that these limits have changed your entire life... the old justin never asked for more.. or for something that life couldnt give.. the old justin could say that he is indeed super happy and contented... but tickets to another world came.. hence he evolved...
the new justin is a lover... he never looked at limitations when it comes to the one he loves.. the new justin settles in a land unknown to him.. foreign land where he doesnt have anything but the assurance of his lover.. he became independent... he started to earn money so he could taste the luxury of life... he is still family oriented yet some changes were pushed to him... he is never the same old justin... yes he's got lots of friends.. but it's not the same with his friends back home... the new justin longs for the arms of his lover.. he asks for only one thing.. to be with the one he loves and enjoy the spices life could give.. but they couldn't coz they're far away... everything couldve been perfect if he never left... couldve been PERFECT... :(
**i never noticed the 2 pictures above until i looked at my gallery and a portal came right into my eyes.. doesn't it look the similar? ;)
so apple tagged me and so i have to post 10 random facts about me.. since i'm so tired to think of any... uhmm.. i'll just type anything that pops out of my mind... anyway... RANDOM facts aight? and after that.. tag 10 people too! :D
1. i just typed letter R
2. i hate people shouting at me but i love shouting at people...
3. when i was on grade 1, I spell people> PEAPLE
4. i only realized that the correct spelling of PEOPLE is P-E-O-P-L-E when i was on grade 3...
5. PEAPLE is the only mistake i get whenever we have spelling activities or whatever...
6. almost died because of dengue when i was 14...
7. i love fast songs.
8. i hate breakfast.
9. im a living paradox...
10. one man man.. haha! :P
im tagging> steph, memz, jay-ar, karyl, paul and ms anne.. cnt think of other 4 people.. soo.. 6 nlng! :)
sa loob loob ko.. nakapasa nako ng drivers learner's test! so that must mean.. pwede nako magdrive kaya lng kailangan may supervision ng kung sinong matanda.. dhil pag ako nahuli eh hahrapin ang kung anu anung consquences chuchu... so.. after 9 months.. pede nako kumuha ng road test.. so pag nakakuha nako ng road test... pwede nako magdrive mag isa! :)
hindi ko inisip na kailan man eh matututo ako magdrive.. sbe ko kasi sa sarili ko.. yayaman ako... hindi ko kailangan matututo magdrive... so ngayon na hindi pako marunong magdrive.. kela dad muna.. not until pumunta ako dito... sa canada.. poootek! necessity ang pagdadrive, biglang nagbago pananaw ko sa pagdadrive... cool na magdrive!! ang sarap ng feeling magdrive! kahit kelan sa buhay ko eh hindi ko maimagine ang sarili ko na nagdadrive... before un.. hindi dahil panglalaki siya.. pero dahil ayaw ko lng tlga magdrive...
nagbibinata na nga ba talaga ako? nabawasan ko na rin ang oras na ginugugol ko sa paglalaro ng nintendo DS ko... compared before.. lumalaki na ata ako? :( pero hindi pa rin mawawala ung pagwawhine ko.. ahaha! so.. isip bata pa rin! :D isa pang aspeto ng pagkabata ko eh ung pananatili ko pa rin cute.. ahaha!
teka.. parang ang absurd ko.. nabobobo na ata ako?
uyy! OH-canada! tinugtog sa tv.. un ung national anthem ng CA... nakakatuwa nga un eh.. kasi dito.. bawat umaga.. tinutugtog ung oh-canada.. un ung parang bell sa school nmen.. wla kasing bell dun.. so kailangan tlga alert ka for ur next class. pero unlike sa pinas.. eh alang morning ceremony dito.. lahat lng kami tatayo sa lugar nmen.. tas aantayin matapos ung kanta..
so balik sa oh-canada, nakakatuwa siya kasi sa school, may iba ibang version... natatandaan ko jan yung nagulat tlga ako.. kasi reggae! tas kinabukasan! rock nmen! tas kahapon lang.. 2 years old naman1 binobroadcast siya sa buong skewl.. ewan.. kakaiba... ahaha!
saw some people blog like the diary post... nainggit lang ako.. haha! anyway im like that these days hey! cnt talk about some shits going in this world tis days.. i dunno why.. maybe my creative juices has been frozen becuz of the snow! speaking of snow! it's now melting guys! yipee!! hello flip-flops, shorts and tshirts! yey!! im so excited for summer! :) we have our spring break this week until the 7th of april.. ohh! we'll be moving this friday! yikee! :)
speaking of blog... what is the essence of blogging? hooee my gahhhddd... im sorry.. becuz im only seventeen... ahaha! im just kidding.. i dont know.. for me the essence of blogging is a portal where you could say words and then find people read ur blog and and then finally... find some sense of "care" ahahahaha!:P in other words... tayong mga nagbablog eh mga kulang sa pansin! ahahaha! im just kidding.. i dont know why i blog? do you know why you blog? ahahah! :p
finally!! a positive temperature is just around the corner hey...! yikee! march 21st is declared to be the last day of winter and from April 1- 5.. spring break! yehey!
since i set my foot to this GLORIOUS LAND OF THE FREE I've learned a lot of things.. finally.. tama na nga yan at nauubusan nako ng dugo! hindi ako katulad nung iba dito na nakatungtong lang sa snow at nanigas ang paa eh hindi na marunong magtagalog! OO! tama ang nabasa mo! may mga taong ganun! mapagmataas! kaya ayoko nagpupunta sa mga party dito ehh.. hindi dahil sa hindi ko kaya makipagsabayan... sa katunayan talbog pa sila kahit FOB(filipino on bakasyon(ayon sa iba) filipino on board(ayon sa iba) pero kadadating pa lang ang meaning) pa rin naman.. haaiiixx...
ayoko tlga sa mgA party dito... sa dahilang hindi ko alam... it just doesnt feel right.. prang puro payabangan lang kasi... anjan pa ang sugal at binggo sa tabi kung saan nagmumukhang luksaan ang bahay... ahahaha! nwei.. la na rin akong pakialam.. wala nakong pakialam.. tama.. wala nakong pakialam...
sheesh! NRG research group cancelled all my shifts for the whole week, that's why guess what? I DONT HAVE WORK FOR THE WHOLE WEEK! they simply lack projects for everybody, they lack hours for all agents, anyway... at least im finish with my christmas list, all im worrying nowe is the boxing day happening next week!! I've got no money!! and the trip im preparing to meet up with my baby... *blush*
anyway... at least(again) i spent more time talking to my baby and to some people;... Ohhh yah.. MS. atheneum was held in school today, i got to talk to the whole 607, the whole batch was like actually there, but chempre, di naman maiiwasan na may mawala, haaixx... i soo miss those guys...
know what? i feel so glad, ecstatic and overwhelmed these days... coz me and my baby were like back to normal, back like our first weeks, so sweet and well loved and loving, yah.. he'll be here like in 3 days time... yipeee!! im so excited! and i just cant hide it.. anyway.. i just miss him and i wanna make him feel my love, or just look at him or just hold hands with him gaahhhdd!!! or simply just spend time wasting time with him. :P anyway... we're both looking for ways to make our relationship stronger, and now? it's only time that passes on our way... :)
christmas time is rapidly approaching, anyway, im prepared on it.. :)
takte, libreng internet dito sa media tech class ko, beh tapos nako sa mga gawaing libro kaya anung ggwin ko dito? magjakol? IDTS(hmf ang arte!) beh dang daming tao! so magboblog nlang ako... :)
"in a land, full of bitches, there's a man, sending kisses, a beautiful sight, so happy tonight, walking in the bitchywonderland!!"
yan ang mga nagagawa npag homesick ka, maikli lang tong post ko beh naisip ko lng yang kantang yan tska yung nakausap ko nung tuesday na respondent sa work...
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sa isang simpleng research tungkol sa mga casino at entertainment sa NRG...
ako: Ma'm could you please describe me your ethnic origin?
mam: OHHH!!(tuwang tuwa!) my ethnic origin is fine... very fine indeed!
ako: (natatawa na hindi ko alam kung maiinis o mahihiya dahil alam kong pinay siya dahil pagbigkas niya ng "CASINO" eh "KASINO" !)mam are you asian? caucasian... canadian?
mam: im asian..
ako: ok ma'm those are all my questions for you tonight thank you and have a great evening!
mam: Oh wait a sec(o-ha! sosyal ang ateng may fine ethnic origin!) are you a filipino?
ako: ay opo! cge po! maraming salamat po ulit at maligayang pasko!
mam: salamat din! at maligayang pasko rin!
dooooooooottttt!!
haay.. sarap makakausap ng kababayng sa telepono sa survey, eto naman si ate eh! d ko tuloi alam kung anu ang irereaksyon ko sa kanya, d ko alam kung mahihiya ako o matutuwa dhil sinabi niyang fine ang ethnic origin natin! ahahahay!! kaloko!!
wala rin nga palang pulang hotdog dito. wahahaha! lahat brown@ hmf! wag green minded dhil green ang grass!! wala lng tlgang tender juicy at swift at kung anu anu pa dito! hahahaha! :P
children singing christmas carols not in tune, houses vieing for "THE HOUSE THAT HAS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL DECORATION BUT BOOMING ELECTRIC BILL" title, puto bonbong and bibingka, ang mga nagsisimbang labas, the sparkling and beautiful parol and most of all, the family that i have in Pinas... some of the things that i miss the most...
i've noticed that a lot of my friends tell me things like... "wow! ang saya naman! nagsosnow na!" things when i am telling them that it's already snowing, i constatntly tell them... "anung masaya sa snow? negative 20 degrees? masaya ba un?" yes guys... the temperature here is seriously so cold that it can seriously kill you, that added to the thought of being homesick.
here, you really can appreciate small things like, the snow's pattern, or the star at night, or just the moon, coz you can only see those things like once in a blue moon, i also miss the parols, and the chickens that goes kukurukokooo in the morning to wake you up... you've got no chickens here... you hafta wake up by urself... there.. i now have the sense of independence... no wonder all americans are independent...
anyway... holidays are coming... and yeah.. some of my relatives also arrived last night... it seems that just yesterday, we are the ones going down that escalator in the same airport... wow... cant imagine how time flies so fast... does this mean that i am enjoying here in canada? with my friends here? why shouldn't I?
i've got lots of plans this christmas to cover lonely things up... i'd buy myself a laptop, sort of a gift for my self and i'd like go to somewhere this january with my friends... just to forget things...
oh before i forgot... i really hate dull moments here in canada... it gives me the time to reflect and realize that yea... i'm alone again... cold, lonely and incomplete... :(
i've been through a lot these days, through ups and downs in where i faced the valleys of my problems alone. since i met this guy my world has never been the same, and it became worse when he left me hanging, i expected much from him but i ended up getting hurt.
Nobody wants to get hurt but people always do hurt, i know i am always making mistakes and sinning but this time i know i'm on the right side, not that i'm washing my hands but it's like everybody is saying that, i really did forgot about myself and always kept on thinking about our situation.
I had enough God, staying with him is like an attempt to suicide, the hurt he's caused has been enough, and now im carrying it and will carry it.
please help me God to get over this feeling to prevent me to do anything hurtful to anybody, you know me GOd when i'm mad and now i am mad at him... he made me mad at him... so God, please just give me the strength to stop myself from doing anything...
anyway, God, thank you for making our paths cross, in a way, he taught me so much things, he even made me stronger, but i had enough and i did lost my grip, i just want youre guidance and companionship, God... thank you for always being there...
i got my first day of school earlier and gahhd it's soooo tiring... grade 11 here is like college there and we get to pick our class.... im afraid that i may not go to college coz the teachers there didnt told me that i hafta get specific subjects so i can go to a university... ugh.. so i got like 5 class this 1st sem... PE ed. film studies, media technolog, choir and canadian history.. our school is a slack... gaah.. but it's so fun...
in my school in the philippines, i can say that i have the power to rule the hallways... but there... it's different, i cnt bully guys, i hafta set aside when anyone is goin... ugh... i just hate that... but still... i love school here...
there are so many filipino people there that's why it's not that hard to adjust, school's school and very BIG!! gaahd, i got lost on my second class, haha... i hate PE.. so much...
gahhdd... i so miss my baby... i wanna be with him... ugh...
maybe next sem i'd be suffering from major subjects, like pre calc, chem and physics, and becuz phis. is like advanced, they say i wont get a hard time on those subjs... i hope..
film studies is super fun! i get to watch old films... 81 year old films... gaah.. and i get to make films... weee... and with media technology, i get to make animations and cartoons and it's also fun...
ugh.. i miss my baby... :) and yah good news! my aunt said that film industry is in toronto.. and my baby is in toronto... weeee!! i should be studying there... ugh.. hafta talk to parents about that...
uhmm.. and yah.. i got some compliments from school and the only thing i can remember is.... "good english," haha! it's lke said a lot of times and i so love it... thanks to ms anne m. and the english class i took before goin here.. haha... :D
