Ako po si Justin, ang liberal na bata na naghahanap ng ligaya, kalayaan,respeto at pagmamahal. Walang ipagmamalaking kahit ano.. Balang araw, gusto ko maging direktor, direktor na tatalakay sa mga isyu tungkol sa "sexualidad," "prostitusyon" at "buhay kontrabida," dahil pag pinaguusapan na iyong mga bagay na iyon sa industriyang sinehan, makikita at makukuhanan ko kung pano gumawa ng anak ang 2 taong nagmamahalan, hindi ba masaya iyon? pinagsabay na pera at kaligayahan? sobrang liberal ako at wala ka nang magagawa doon. salamat.
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Ang lahat ng lalabas sa blog na ito, ay akin, ngunit kong may isinaad akong pinagkuhanan ng inpormasyon ay marahil kanila yoon. minsan ay mayroon ding mga salitang hindi naangkop sa mga bata, kaya ang gabay ng magulang ay kinakailangan din. hindi ko kailangan mag-adjust kung nababstusan kayo sa akin, dahil wala akong pakialam sa mga nababastusan o kung kahit sinong may bayolenteng reaksyon tungkol sa akin. malugod akong nagpapasalamat at binigyan mong oras na basahin ang kawalanghiyaang mga isinassad dito. nagbasa ka na rin lang, ay lulubos-lubosin ko na, gamitin ang comments sa ilalim ng araw ng titulo ng isang blog entry kung ikaw ay may nais ikomento tungkol sa isang post, gamitin ang tagboard sa pagbati at hindi sa pagkomento ng isang post, maraming-maraming salamat po, nawa'y ikaw'y masiyahan sa pakikialam sa aking magulo, antipatiko ngunit masayang buhay.

wohooo!! ang aking pinakamamhal na bestfriend ay gawa na ulit! yehey! it's been a long time since i heard my favorite song "tikatik" by keyboard... yehey! im finally back!

as i've told you... i've entered an english class during 6-9pm everyday. well. it's fun and most of all it keeps me busy. mostly sa mga kaklase ko eh nursing students that will go abroad, well... i wont say anything bad because maybe sometime they'd be reading this blog na rin. i dont hate nursing people who wants to go abroad, i just hate the perception na "hell! we've been lacking for nurses since like forever then hindi man lang kayo mapapakinabangan ng bansa?" well.. off with that topic, kasi hindi naman yun ang topic ko.

masya sa english class ko, BTW, we're only 6, hahaha... masaya sa class ko, kahit we're losing. kais we're divided into 2 groups, the super twins and the party people, i belong to party people, so we will be earning minus points whenever we speak tagalog or violate some rules, and we will be earning plus points if we win games or do something that will impress the instructor. well, we have 8 points na! gawd, yung mga groupmates ko kasi, they keep on saying tagalog words, well, i admit, i said a tagalog word, but just once from that 8 points, tska tinrick kasi ako nung isa pang instuctor kaya yun tuloy, napatagalog ako, anyway... it's not a big deal to me naman, if we win, we win, if we wont, edi hindi... anu magagawa ko? anyway, ot's really fun having those guys, and masaya talaga yung english class.. :)

Etiquetas: kabaliwan- buhay, kabaliwan- college

As they say... The early bird catches the worm... pero may kasabihan rin tayong... huli man at magaling... magaling pa rin... pampalubag loob na lang yung pangalawa kong sinabe... iisipin ko na ang na it's not my loss... ughh...

so kahapon nga... we went to manila to check on some schools... we first went to FEU and asked kung tumatanggap pa sia ng late enrollees... the guy there said na no... but sa second semester tumatanggap sila pero on chosen courses lang... guess what? hindi pwede ang mga medical courses pati ang advertising... eh advertising ang gusto ko... shucks! kung dun ako papasok... baka literature ang kunin ko...

after that... we went to UST... maybe the sky has it's way to tell me to stop going to UST na lang... cause it rained really hard... buti may payong kami... so pumunta kami sa admission office... and then my mom asked kung tumatanggap sila ng late enrollees... UGHH... hindi... kahit sa second sem... shet... nadown talaga ako nun...

after nun... pumunta na lang kaming wendy's nagkita rin kme ni robin... tas my mom and i agreed na i'll just be takin short term courses UNTIL THE SECOND TERM OF ST. BENILDE. kasi according to raman, pwede daw akong pumasok ng second term dun, eh ang second term ata nila by october, so yun nga, habang inaantay ang second term, i'd be taking up power english, dito lang sa cavite, 3 weeks un, 3hrs/day, starts on i think monday, ewan kung naconfirm na ng mommy ko yun... pero sana... im really bored to the highest level na dito sa bahay! oo nga pala, yung brother ko babalik na sa regular school, so expect him bummin around campus... sabi ko nga sa kanya pag tinanong siya ng mga tao dun kung bakit late sha pumasok sabihin nya naghirap kami, kailangan pa namin magbenta ng ari-arian makapagaral lang siya... so yun. start classes niya on monday... :)

Etiquetas: kabaliwan- college, plano ko sa buhay

again... im having another problem regarding our visa application. my mother just knew that we will be recieving our visa application in maximum of 11 months from our medical exam. so that means we will go to Canada april pa next year! that's so bullshit! meron pa siyan nalaman na some of her friends recieved their Visa 6-7 months after, so baka dec pa kami makaalis? waaaaa! i'd be wasting a lot of time kung hindi ako magaaral.

so me and my mom agreed na we'll go to regular schooling na lang. ang problema ko. it's july na! wala na atang natanggap ng freshmen students ng ganitong oras? ugghhh.. im really frustrated!! could anyone tell me a school na nagaaccept ng students later this sem??? ughhh.. i need answers as soon as possible... :(

Etiquetas: kabaliwan- college

aba! ang bilis nga naman ng panahon noh... 2 araw na pala since nagstart ang mga classes ng mga friends ko sa pilipinas, dagsaan na nga ang group messages na umuuwi na daw sila ganyan ganito, ilang araw na rin pala ang nakakalipas since padalhan ako ng sulat ng greensborough college dito sa europa, hindi ko pa nga pala nasasabi sa inyo ang magandang balita na natanggap ko, opo, andito po ako sa europe nagaaral sa greensborough college ng advertising. lumipad akong papunta dito last week, at yung visa from canda natanggap na nga pala namin, pero sila mommy na lang ang lilipad doon at susunod ako.

lahat kami dito advertising ang inaaral at piling tao lang rin ang nakakapasok dito, laking pagtataka ko nga ng may mail na dumating doon sa amin sa pinas, hindi na rin nagdalawang isip ang parents ko na ipadala ako dito, kasi lahat libre, from plane ticket, to lodging at food, aba nadaig ko and valedictorian namin, dahil ako ay iskolar ng isang college sa ibang bansa, at sa europa pa! :)

gusto ko dito sa college ko(hindi ko naiispel dahil mahirap) dahil dito, walang diskriminasyon, naka-uniform nga pala kami dito, katuwa nga yug uniform, parang sa harrypotter, nakarobe kaming parang ewan, tapos nakatuck in, basta, maganda, ako nga rin pala ang unang pilipinong nakapasok dito sa school na ito, kumukuha kasi sila ng estudyante from diff countries ehh, at swerte ko, nakuha ako, at unang pilipino pa, hindi ito sikat, kasi nga isang course lang ang tinuturo, 100 students per year, so meaning may 400 students lang dito sa college, at advertising lang ang course naming lahat.

sa dorm, masaya rin ako, kasi pwede 24 hours ang computer, mei laptop na dito, na sa pagkakaalam ko, pwede na namin iuwi pag gradweyt, nagraragna pa nga ako dito eh! at guess wut? ang greensborough college eh school to the stars rin nga pala, karoom ko nga pala si Daniel Radcliffe, at kaklase ko si orlandoo bloom at haley joel osment, nasa junior year naman si chad micheal murray, exclusive school ito kaya puro lalake kami. :)

ang mga classroom dito, high-tech! wala kaming notebook notebook at libro-libro, de computer, dala-dala namin ang mga laptop dito, at kung kailangan ivisualize ng titser ang gusto niya ipakita, mei robot na magdedemo or mei projector, di rin kami komokopya sa blackboard dahil iniemail na lang samin ng titser, ang mga exams lang dito ang de-sulat, sa palm pilot pa.

ang subjects, masaya naman, ang astig ng mga tinuturo, adiyan ang proper etiquette, tinuturuan kami kung pano maglakad, tapos ang proper posture, tamang pag hawak ng wine glass at iba pa, mei kaklase nga akong tinanong kung bakit kailangan namin ito pagaralan, dahil daw pag umattend kami ng isang event, pangit naman daw kung barbaric kami, astig ang mga tinuturo talaga dito, pati mga titser, mukha silang anime! :)

optional ang PE dito, kaya ayus na ayus sa akin, naguluhan pa nga ako nung una kung magpPE ako, kasi astig yung la crosse, pero sadyang tamad tlga ako, kaya i chose to stay every friday nalang dito sa dorm at magtulog.

sa mga friends, wala akong problema, pare-pareho kaming freshman nila daniel(harry ang tukso ko sa kanya, ayaw niya kasing tinatawag siya nun) kaya we keep each other's company, walang nangtitrip dito, kasi automatic kick-out, full scholar ba naman kami? magloko pa kaya? ayaw nila mashadong itinitv ang school na ito, to keep its integrity and quality, puro nga naman kasi artista...

eto, friday night, tulog na si harry, pagod ata sa base ball na napili niyang sport, ako eto todo type.

*BOOOOOOOGGGGGGGG*

aray, nauntog ako, shet, nakatulog pala ako sa harap ng computer, nagising rin ako sa katotohanan na hindi pala ako pumapasok, at andito pa rin ako sa bahay, panagainip lang pala lahat iyon. sayang naman. :(

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ang lahat ng isinasaad sa itaas ay pawang kalokohan lamang, dala siguro ng pagkastuck ko dito sa bahay na puro ragnarok ang inaatupag, pagpasensiyahan niyo na ako! :)

Etiquetas: Bahala na.., kabaliwan- college, kagaguhan sa eskwela

so me and nova got our NCAE results and went to mcdo kanina(anu ba ang english ng kanina?)...

I got a surprising result of an artistic interest(ang yabang ko) from the NCAE exam, pero surprising rin na i got 12 for scientific ability, I dunno what happened with that, i think i left those blanks or I just guessed the answers on those parts... grr... mejo dinamdam ko yun na average lang ako dahil sa 12 na yun.
pero pampalubag loob, i got a whopping 94 for verbal ability and a godzilla like 96 for entrepeneurial skills. thanks to Ms. Anne for the effective teaching in grammar and also to me, for being "kuripot" and business minded at times. :)

ok, before i knew the result for the NCAE, natatakot ako, baka kasi kung anu ang ibigay sakin, sabi nga ni ging, baka daw, baker or pastry maker ang i-refer na field of interest ko, kung hindi kasi artistic ang ibigay sakin, baka maconfuse pa ako kung anung profession talaga ang kunin, pero im happy dahil artistic ang nakuha kong interest sa result.

ok, so medyo put ko into secondary interest ang film making, gagawa ako ng movies as interest and not as a business, I'd be making films pa rin on a regular basis pero hindi ko talaga siya gagawing source of my income. alam mo ba kung anung trabaho gusto ko? a event-managar/production coordinator/advertiser...

with that job, i can see the most beautiful women through fashion shows i organize, i can taste good and expensive wines through parties i organize, i can be/can expose/d people through commercials i produce, I interact with different kinds of people but mostly the sophisticated ones, and most important, i earn a good enough salary to save, support and live! imagine, in an event, i can earn 40 thousand pesos, eh in a day, i can make 2 events or 5 events in a month, imagine, 400 thousand in a month? bukod pa yung binabayad ng advertising firm mo or yung mga tip sayo ng customers, gawsh! san ka pa?

well anyway, this kind of job really supports my ideal life, just save and party na! ganun lang kasimple. :)

Etiquetas: kabaliwan- college, normal na araw, plano ko sa buhay

naiiwan na ata ako..

everyone's enrolling.. everyone's looking for their cool and comfy dorms..
and me? stagnant in this green box, sitting infront of a computer, thinking of whatever comes into my mind and later on click publish so my friends or acquaintances can read wut im thinking.

everyone is also sending tons of group messages saying things like the following:

"oh.. ang saya talaga mag hanap ng dorm.. i miss you ____... ang cute ng dorm natin kanina noh?"

"yehey! nakapag-enroll nako sa _____! june __ and pasukan ko! excited na talaga ako!"

"ang ganda ng schedule ko sa ___! see you there guys!"


im really AGAINST those group messages, but because of me being an absolute sloth, I just let it pass, the HELL im not gonna use 5 moves just to argue wit the people who sends those group messages and bottom line, Ill be the one who'll appear rude coz they'll say Im so pakialamero..

but i I really think it's sooo unclear to you why I hate such messages.

1st: Im not an ordinary student, coz we're waiting for Canada's affirmation for our VISA application to live in their cold winter-y country.

2nd: because of the first reason, Im really uncertain of the future and im so ingget to those people enrolling and finding apartments while im here stuck with my computer, talking about emotions in my orange-summer-y blog.

bottom line, that's why i hate those messages, im just simply INGGET.
in my case.. who wouldnt? yah know, im just sitting here, unjust for the future, waiting for a life-changing confirmation... wow! that's just so.. AMAZING(sarcasm is on 100% discount, feel free to take one.).. my life this summer is very monotonous.. i hat being monotonous.. I love it when the sun shines and when i get up, Ill just reaveal the secrets of the day.. hmm..

quite contradicting neh? i want life to be a surprise yet i hate my uncertain future, well, surprises are different from uncertainty, when you get surprises, you'll get something good when the "surprise" behind that "surprise" is opened. while with being uncertain, you dont know wether you'll get happy or sad feeling with whatever contains that uncertainty.

for now.. everything's uncertain, and i just ugghhh.. hate it.

Etiquetas: halo halo, kabaliwan- buhay, kabaliwan- college, plano ko sa buhay

aww gawsh.. something is bothering me.
xe mei school sa Cebu, yung International Academy of Film and Television..
school siya for film enthusiasts like me na gustong mahasa pa yung film making skills, acting skills, film editing skills, etc..
They really are makers of fine film makers...
ang conflict.. mei friend na nagoffer sa akin ng full scholarship, as in full tlga, from lodging, transpo and ultimo yung gagamiting cameras ko para sa course na toh, siya na ang magpoprovide. gawd. ang gandang opportunity, tinanggihan ko kaagad, kasi nga we have plans to Canada.. pagpapalit ko ba pamilya ko? shempre hindi! baka konting antay pa, baka mas maganda pa yung opportunity na makuha ko dun, anyway, film making rin naman ang kukunin ko sa Canada. so i better stick to the original plan na pagpunta sa Canada. oh well, je crois en God. i know he will not do anything to hurt me. :)

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yesterday, i had a reflection, film industry nga ba ang papasukin ko?
I've got the talent(yabang.. wala pa naman napapatunayan), ive got the passion and the equipments, but are these things enough? gawd..
sa film industry, everything is unstable, lalo na't indipendent film maker ako, everything is based on my bravery, talent and hardworking skill. everything talaga is unstable. haay.. bahala na. je crois en God. :)

Etiquetas: halo halo, kabaliwan- buhay, kabaliwan- college, plano ko sa buhay

niyeh.. dati kasi tinignan ko results ko dun eh di ko nakita name ko.. baliw tlga ako.. sa dulo pla dpt tingnan.. ayun pasado pala! both courses.. comm arts and ad arts..
gusto ko sana ad arts kaya lang hindi ako magaling mag drawing.. eh maraming drawing drawing dun.. yun lng.. :P

Etiquetas: kabaliwan- college