Ako po si Justin, ang liberal na bata na naghahanap ng ligaya, kalayaan,respeto at pagmamahal. Walang ipagmamalaking kahit ano.. Balang araw, gusto ko maging direktor, direktor na tatalakay sa mga isyu tungkol sa "sexualidad," "prostitusyon" at "buhay kontrabida," dahil pag pinaguusapan na iyong mga bagay na iyon sa industriyang sinehan, makikita at makukuhanan ko kung pano gumawa ng anak ang 2 taong nagmamahalan, hindi ba masaya iyon? pinagsabay na pera at kaligayahan? sobrang liberal ako at wala ka nang magagawa doon. salamat.
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Ang lahat ng lalabas sa blog na ito, ay akin, ngunit kong may isinaad akong pinagkuhanan ng inpormasyon ay marahil kanila yoon. minsan ay mayroon ding mga salitang hindi naangkop sa mga bata, kaya ang gabay ng magulang ay kinakailangan din. hindi ko kailangan mag-adjust kung nababstusan kayo sa akin, dahil wala akong pakialam sa mga nababastusan o kung kahit sinong may bayolenteng reaksyon tungkol sa akin. malugod akong nagpapasalamat at binigyan mong oras na basahin ang kawalanghiyaang mga isinassad dito. nagbasa ka na rin lang, ay lulubos-lubosin ko na, gamitin ang comments sa ilalim ng araw ng titulo ng isang blog entry kung ikaw ay may nais ikomento tungkol sa isang post, gamitin ang tagboard sa pagbati at hindi sa pagkomento ng isang post, maraming-maraming salamat po, nawa'y ikaw'y masiyahan sa pakikialam sa aking magulo, antipatiko ngunit masayang buhay.

children singing christmas carols not in tune, houses vieing for "THE HOUSE THAT HAS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL DECORATION BUT BOOMING ELECTRIC BILL" title, puto bonbong and bibingka, ang mga nagsisimbang labas, the sparkling and beautiful parol and most of all, the family that i have in Pinas... some of the things that i miss the most...

i've noticed that a lot of my friends tell me things like... "wow! ang saya naman! nagsosnow na!" things when i am telling them that it's already snowing, i constatntly tell them... "anung masaya sa snow? negative 20 degrees? masaya ba un?" yes guys... the temperature here is seriously so cold that it can seriously kill you, that added to the thought of being homesick.

here, you really can appreciate small things like, the snow's pattern, or the star at night, or just the moon, coz you can only see those things like once in a blue moon, i also miss the parols, and the chickens that goes kukurukokooo in the morning to wake you up... you've got no chickens here... you hafta wake up by urself... there.. i now have the sense of independence... no wonder all americans are independent...

anyway... holidays are coming... and yeah.. some of my relatives also arrived last night... it seems that just yesterday, we are the ones going down that escalator in the same airport... wow... cant imagine how time flies so fast... does this mean that i am enjoying here in canada? with my friends here? why shouldn't I?

i've got lots of plans this christmas to cover lonely things up... i'd buy myself a laptop, sort of a gift for my self and i'd like go to somewhere this january with my friends... just to forget things...

oh before i forgot... i really hate dull moments here in canada... it gives me the time to reflect and realize that yea... i'm alone again... cold, lonely and incomplete... :(

Etiquetas: big deal, kabaliwan- buhay

Dear God...

i've been through a lot these days, through ups and downs in where i faced the valleys of my problems alone. since i met this guy my world has never been the same, and it became worse when he left me hanging, i expected much from him but i ended up getting hurt.

Nobody wants to get hurt but people always do hurt, i know i am always making mistakes and sinning but this time i know i'm on the right side, not that i'm washing my hands but it's like everybody is saying that, i really did forgot about myself and always kept on thinking about our situation.

I had enough God, staying with him is like an attempt to suicide, the hurt he's caused has been enough, and now im carrying it and will carry it.

please help me God to get over this feeling to prevent me to do anything hurtful to anybody, you know me GOd when i'm mad and now i am mad at him... he made me mad at him... so God, please just give me the strength to stop myself from doing anything...

anyway, God, thank you for making our paths cross, in a way, he taught me so much things, he even made me stronger, but i had enough and i did lost my grip, i just want youre guidance and companionship, God... thank you for always being there...

-Justin

Etiquetas: ..., kabaliwan- buhay

ok... now it's winter.. and those white things you see on my face is SNOW... weee!
it's now so cold outside... not to mention the coldness i feel inside...

"finally!" as my parents says as they think of having their white christmas... yes it's holiday season... and i think im gonna be alone... AGAIN...

well i think God has really trained me to be with just my family every single christmas.. i dont know why...

anyway.. every house has their decorations on theirs now.. so it added to the feeling of being homesick..if i have like 5k bucks by summer... i'd go back to the Philippines and spend money there... haay...

oh.. before i forgot... "have you ever felt that feeling where you felt empty and not enough in spite of giving everything?"

well... i dont wanna talk about that any further... i hope everything will be so clear soon... as clear and as white as the snow could bring... uggh... december 25... december 25...

ohh yeah.. i got my first paycheck yesterday... and they say i got a big one... :) anyway.. i shopped for a jacket earlier and can't find myself some earmuffs... i wanna find EARMUFFS! and on saturday.. im gonna buy a scarf and ice cream cake for everybody... well that's a nice treat for myself.. yes i do deserve a treat for myself... been forgetting JEREMY MERCADO lately... :)

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whew! my life is so on a fast phase this days...
yesterday i had a chorale-fest in the choir... yah we sang on one of the church here in winnipeg and hell we so had a great performance! we even had an invitation telling us to go to vancouver to sing there! waahhhh!! hahaha!

and today we had a practice for my aunt's cotillon, and hell... it's so my first time to dance professional salsa routine and it's so hard and we do so much liftings that ughh.. it's making me feel so exhausted...

and for the whole year... i got a short film project for film studies... i hafta do a short film about anything under the sun and pass it on maybe january.. it's fun!! super fun!!

and yah.. one thing that's why i am so able to do things like this... TIME MANAGEMENT... right jigz? hahaha...

anyway.. im still finding some time to update this blog and chill.. and guess what? i will have my first pay cheque on friday! weee!! hihihi! im so excited! :D
im gonna buy myself a coat, a cellphone for dad, chocolates for mom (because that's what they asked me), and ice cream cake for the whole family! weeee! im so excited!

we got no classes on friday that's why you will find me online on that day... hehe... for now.. au revoir! :)

Etiquetas: labdisday, Sinong magaakalang napapagod din pala ako?

ever since i entered this unusual relationship of mine and jigz... i learned a lot.. i can see i grew more mature... i've seen things on a different aspect... world was colored with love and care... and i was never alone again...

we've been through a lot of things this past week... and those things are too personal to tell on this public blog... we should just keep it to ourselves... all we know is we're happy that we have each other and every odd will just make us even...

he is the person that i want to spend my whole life with... a person who sees me fully... a person who loves me... a person who sees every angle of my life... a person who became my life... i left the world that i grew up with... and am spending the rest of my life with him.. no matter what happens...


it may be silly to think that we are far away from each other yet we're loving one another... think again friend... being physically present doesn't mean everything.. yes we're missing a lot of things but i know.. we will have our time.. and that's so soon... and besides... i can feel him and his love even though we're far away...

i'll just keep on holding on... forever and ever baby.. as we promised... walang iwanan... i love you...

Etiquetas: plano ko sa buhay

"hello this is justin from NRG research group, we are conducting a study among adults 18 years of age or older about roadside services, insurance companies and leisure travels, may i speak with the person 18 years of age or older whos at home now?"

a phrase over used by urs truyl these days... yes guys... im working as a call center agent and it's one tiring work! gahhd... im like talking for about 5 hours saying those things and i only get like 5 people to take the survey.. WTF? 5/190 calls? sheeshhhh....

i called a person earlier and they were like playing with me... they made me talk to the dog, and to a baby and they were so crazy! now i know the feeling of call center agents when they are dumped by people...

now please.. if a call center agent calls you... asking for your time to take their survey... please take the survey for it is really hard to look for respondents... please?!? do it for me?? :)

Etiquetas: proyekto-tapos, Update

I had my orientation and my training for work yesterday! yipee! im working now, earning 9bucks per hour, working 5hrs in 5days. :) yipee! i'd be earning sooooo super lots!! :D so that's my first... first work.. they say i got a good background coz my first work is like good... yey! :D oh.. nga pala.. i work as a call center agent in NRG research group. we make surveys and outbound calls... kaya pag may tumawag sa inyo from NRG, take niu ung survey! hahaha! :D


tas attended my first party here... children's party... all i can say.. tupperware... haay..

jigz is 50/50 on going this january nga pal.. pero next year nagassure na sya sakin na he'll be going.. im hella missing him... ughhh... :(

Etiquetas: ..., Bahala na..

we've got self directed wednesday in school yesterday!! i watched psycho in the morning and shutter in the afternoon! yea and it was fun... but my day's highlight was not that... it was the HALLOWEEN TRICK OR TREAT they practice here in Canada!!

so got home early like 2-ish and waited for my realtives to come home so we could go trick or treatin! woohooo! trick or treat was fun!

we went to garden city, a mall here, but they wont give me candies because im too old! that's so embarassing, when i said, "trick or treat!" to the old lady, she said, "how old are you?" "16" "oh the candies are just for the kids" crap! that's embarrassing! haha!

ohh.. as you can see i am a vampire! haha!! sooo... it was soooo cold outside but we are still going on trick or treat! we dont wanna miss the candies ok?

i got a bag full of candies and i really enjoyed a lot! weee!! looking forward for the next trick or treat! yippeee!! :)

Etiquetas: labdisday, trip