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"Overcoming Midnight With Justin: Bouncing Check and Model Wannabees"
miércoles, junio 27, 2007
insomniac na ata ako. im really having a hard time to sleep before 12. so hafta either watch a movie or watch t.v. at dahil sira ang tv kagabi. at lahat ata ng cd ko eh napanuod ko na thrice. i hafta search for another past time. at guess wut? i found short story writing! woohoo! mei magagawa na ako ngayon pag d pa ako datnan ng antok. :)
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I never did want to be late for this "go-see" event happening on Rockwell tent but the Mars like temperature of a 200 pesos coffee from Starbucks and a small chat with officemates keeps me from being the early bird that catches the model-wannabees that if you'd really look at them closely, it's as if they took a bath a million times this morning.
The company made this "go-see" event a really big deal for everybody including the whole Philippines, and my officemates were like "hey! we can do this go-see on a four cornered room naman? why spend bucks making commercials for people to know that we need good looking people?" but on my side, at least I get to meet new people and perhaps put on spotlight new faces.
It's not a surprise seeing a very long queue of I think 10,000 people in this tent because the company shed a million bucks just to show a 2 minute commercial saying that "WE NEED FACES TO FACE HOLLYWOOD STAR'S ADVERTISING POWERS!" btw, i am a well known advertiser/icon and the head advertiser of this company and im so proud to say that the Philippines has the Second top sales from our company's product in the whole world because of the commercials i've produced and conceptualized.
As soon as I entered the tent, a bunch of greetings just came popping out in every corner of my eye, because the people think that i'd add points to them with just a simple hello, or the live and dressed chicken they gave me. But no, I'd be looking for each and every person going up the stage and see if the person we're looking for is on the list.
The long line of model wannabees with some PAs entered the venue and as i sit to my comfortable chair, hands got colder and faces got more sweaty, Im with my 2 officemates that will judge the wannabees just like a cheap star search on t.v.
Spray nets, face powder, make-ups and hair wax flooded into the tent as soon as the floor manager shouted "5 minutes." Mothers became more tensed and make-up artists put on the last retouch that the wannabees really need.
As the first 50 came up the stage and showed a beam of a tupperware smile, we've made them introduce one by one in just one phrase then we made them walk just really like a cheap star search on t.v. the only difference is we're searching for "walking people with nice clothes on" and not a star to host a noontime show. we're looking for 2 pairs of male and female that will surely hit the spot and will be deserving to carry and make the first letters of their alphabet D&G with their innocent but intelligent faces that i think is not on the first set so i shouted "next!"
And the 50 came down with sad looking faces, a big fat booty momma approached me holding a bunch of "turon" and gave it to me, with her thinking that i would change my idea of dumping her son with her fried bannana, she told me that her son is the one wearing the red polo. I bursted a sweet giggle showing that she made me laugh and so she asked "bat daw ako natawa?" "with your son's red top and green dyed jeans and afro-shaggy hair? who would never laugh?" my heart screaming. so just to be nice i just answered "hindi pa naman po tapos ang audition, mamaya pa po kami pipili, di po ba inexplain ng floor manager na wag aalis lahat hanggang sa makaakyat ng stage lahat?" she just nodded and left, but the bitch in me was really rude and i cant believe my mouth just shouted "paki sabi po sa anak niyo merry christmas" she didn't heard it but my officemates were already running out of air cause of laughing.
The 200 set of models was finally over and we were so happy to announce 4 fresh looking faces to dominate the billboards of EDSA holding the letters D&G. A mother of 5 models came running to our table as the floor manager announces the new models, they were very angry for they think that their children is deserving to be chosen and they end up trash talking, but the explaining part was done by the staff and crew and i had gone home to prepare for the 7pm meeting to introduce the new models and my new advertisement.
I really dont know why bosses were a big pain on our asses and they've organized this meeting late at night right after an event? so the meeting started 7 and our new fresh faces were introduced, the President seem to like them and pictured a good mood and said warming compliments contrary to his mood because of the jailed vice-president cause of bouncing checks just 3 days ago. I've also presented the new commercial featuring Nicole Kidman, Paris Hilton, Brad Pitt and Tom Cruise. because we want to show the whole world that with our products, they can be glamorous, prestigous, beautiful and passionate.
Euphonic words came out from our boss as soon as the commercial was finish. he then signed the contract with ETC, guaranteeing them that they will be the only one showing the commercial to the whole world. Good news didn't end there, due to my great abilities and potential, i've been promoted as the vice-president of D&G Philippines! woohooo! I'm really enjoying this yuppie life of mine!
As i drive my black shiny car, and took a sip from my 20 minute coffee, i can see the picture of tranquility roaming all around roxas boulevard, I suddenly felt empty. with all this money, fame nd fortune, am i really happy? but anyway... here i am, driving a million dollar car, taking a sip from a 2000 pesos coffee, and listening broadway from my million pesos laptop, smelling the cold air alone and feeling the vice-president of a large company in me. WHO WOULD NEVER BE HAPPY? :(
Etiquetas: big deal, proyekto-tapos
weird thing na naman?
lunes, junio 25, 2007
i've been tagged by saturn! wohooo! :P
funny thing is nagawa na sa akin toh. as in yung same na thing na ito eh nagawa na sa akin! so. dahil nagawa na sa akin toh. wala na akong itatag!! yehey! at di ko na rin ieexplain ang rules dhil wala naman akong itatag!! :P
1st weird thing: i'd rather introduce myself as "hey! im JUSTiN yer self-centered he-bitch. I always want the spotlight and no one will get it from me. dont you dare approach me coz I BITE." *weird ba yun or likas na talaga sa akin ang pagkarude rude? hey maganda yun sa profile ah. baguhin ko nga. :P*
2nd weird thing: nahihiya ako pag meikakiss or watsoever.
3rd weird thing: ginagawa kong mic ang tabo namin at talagang performance level ako pagkumakanta sa banyo habang nailigo. at ang madalas kong kantahin.... "on my own... pretending he's beside me!!" hahahaha! :P
4th weird thing: pumapatay ako ng tao sa isip ko.
5th weird thing; mabilis ako magsawa sa pet. mga 1 month.
6th weird thing: natatawa ako as in pag mei nagugulat/nadadapa. as in mamula sa pagkahiya yung tao pag tinawanan ko siya.
ayan! yehey! :P
Etiquetas: big deal
Maglaro tayo!
domingo, junio 24, 2007
yehey! as of now. compared sa past few days! im much normal and ok! pero nagtatae pa rin ako! :P sa mga nagdasal para sa akin! maraming salamat po! kung anong makukuha niyo sa natatanging niyong pagdarasal? eto po ako!!! buhay at mangungulit!! :p sa mga nagdasal ngunit ang kanyang pinagdasal ay taliwas sa gusto kong mangyari... sorry kayo! masamang damo ako at mahirap mamatay! belat! :P
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at dahil ako ay namumuhay ng normal, hindi kami mayaman at hindi kami ganon kahirap, masasabi kong napagdaanan ko ang aking pagkabata to the maximum level. walang bumabalakid sakin kung gusto ko maglaro at kung mei gusto akong laruan, eh ayus lang rin naman sa mga magulang ko na ibili ako nuon, kaya masaya talaga ang aking pagkabata.
natatandaan ko pa nuon, ang pagkaadik ko ata sa havaianas ngayon eh natumbasan ng pagkaadik ko sa play-doh nuon. ang dami-dami kong set na play-doh. meron akong siguro 30 tubes nun na kasing laki ng baso ng mcdo, iba iba kulay, tapos dba pag set yung kunwari medical set, kitchen set. mei 3 sets ako nuon, ang farm set, kung saan hindi ako makagawa ng perfect na puno. ang pizza set, at naeenjoy ko talaga ang pang-hati ng pizza nuon at ang mcdonalds set, nagmamacdo-mcdoanan pa ako nuon as in with the "good morning ma'm/sir welcome to mcdonalds how may i help you" pa ako, eh magisa lang naman ako. madalas akong maglaro nuon mag-isa sa manila, kasi duon ako nagbabakasyon, kung nasan ang tita ko na spoiled tlga ako not until magkaanak siya, 2 ata sa play-doh set ko eh siya ang bumili. so, yun nga mag-isa lang akong naglalaro ng play-doh ko, kasi yung 2 pa lang yung pinsan ko nuon na nasa edad ko at wala pa akong kapatid na makakalaro ko, baby pa si jas, yung isa mas matanda sa akin, lalaki siya, mga laruan niya nuon ay mga lego-lego, eh sumasakit yung kamay ko pag naglalaro ako ng lego, kaya d nalang, at isa pa yung babae, mas bata naman sakin, eh puro barbie naman ang toys, hindi naman ako gay noh! at isa pa ko sa mga pinsan kong pumuputol sa ulo ng barbie niya. kaya ayun. mag-isa lang akong nalalagyan ng ibat-ibang kulay ang dulo ng kuko pagtapos maglaro.
nung medyo nagmature na ako at umaariba ang pokemon sa tv, lumevel-up rin ang gusto ko sa laruan, andiyan ang pokemon cards na uso sa mga pinsan ko at sa school, dito hindi na nagdamot ang mga parents ko, 8 decks ako nuon, tig-apat sila ng tita ko, eh pag bumibili ka ng deck i think mei 40 cards sa isa, imagine? mei 320 pokemon cards ako nuon, meron akong fire deck, grass deck at kung anu anu pang deck, unbeatable ang fire deck ko, kaya lang, jasper being so juvenile, pinaghalo-halo lahat ng cards ko hanggang sa nawala lahat, ewan ko kung saan na punta, i remember pa nga, nagsisigawan kami ng tita ko kasi ginalaw ni jas yung cards ko, eh isang tupperware yun. :)
hindi rin naman ako nagkulang sa elektroniks, nagkaroon rin ako ng gameboy color, advance, sp, psp, ngunit lahat, sinira ng magagaling kong kapatid...
pero kung paglalaro lang rin ang paguusapan, wala ng tatalo sa larong kalye. dun ko ata nakuha yung leadership qualities ko eh, kasi agi kaming nananalo dito sa brgy namin, dati pa yun, nung mga 7-10 yrs old pa ako, kasundo ko pa yung mga bata.
number one na nilalaro namin eh tumbang preso, pagnilalaro nmin toh namamaos ako, kasi di naman ako bumabato ng tsinelas, ayus na sa akin na buong game namin hanggang matapos siya yung taya, kaya ayun, mukha akong tuleg doon na sigaw-sigaw lang giving orders as if im the general kahit d naman kailangan ng leaders sa tumbang preso eh nilagyan ko pa rin. at take note, nakikisigaw ako ng "ayawan na! sinong burog? edi si *name ng taya*" eh d naman ako bumabato ng tsinelas. :P
isa pang gustong kong laro eh yung luksong baka, nabiyak kasi yung dila ko nuon eh, pagtalon ko sumubsob ako at nakagat ko dila ko. para tuloy akong lumaway ng dugong pumapasok sa aming bahay.
aba, andiyan rin ang chinese garter, magaling akong magchinese garter, lagi akong pinagaagawan pagka yung pilian ang pinaguusapan, magaling ako sa mga talon-an na games noh! lagi kaming winner pag ako tumalon na! hehe...
pero ang pinaka-gusto kong laro, eh yung RPG, yung kunwa-kunwarian, nagiging ako yung gusto ko maging ako kasi pag kunwarian na. lagi akong si fire man. mei wand pa ako na nagsusummon ng fire. at pag power rangers naman ang ginagaya, ako lagi si red. leader talaga ako! naalala ko dati, ang lakas ng sigaw ko ng aray dahil nahulog ako sa upuan nung ginagaya ko ang prinsipe sa "starla and the jewel riders" nagkacast ako sa kamay ng ilang linggo nung noh! ilan pa sa ginagaya ko ay si tuxedo mask ng sailormoon at si yaiba! :)
nung nasa school na ako, ang dami ko ng larong natutunan pa, andyan ang taya sa bilog na nageend-up ng mga pasa at sugat dahil sa tulakan, hinihika ako pag nilalaro yun, lagi kasi kami nakasigaw! hanggang ngayon nilalaro pa din namin yon eh! at mas brutal! kulang na lang magpatayan na kami sa kakatulak wag lang mataya, at strategic pa, traydoran kung traydoran, itutulak mo na ang kalaban mo para di ka na nila mataya.
pero ang pinakamasaya kong nilalaro sa school eh yung shagiddy-shagiddy-sha-popo. pag yun nilalaro namin warla kung warla! madalas pang ako ang una nun! talagang headbang kung headbang at magwawala kung magwawala, sa mga hindi nakakaalam kung pano yung shagiddy-shagiddy-sha-popo eh para lang shang algorithm march. kunwari mei 3 players, si 1 mei gagawin na series of actions, si 2 gagayahin ang ginagawa ni 1 at si three gagayahin lahat ng gagawin ni 2 hanggang sa mapagod kayong lahat, kahit ilang players ayus lang. yes, walang sense ang ginagawa niyo dahil walang mananalo, nakakatawa lang tignan ang mga kasama niyo na mukha ring tanga, pero nilalagyan ng twist yan, para lahat gagalaw, ang unang magkamali ay mei truth or consequence, kaya ayun! masaya kasi lahat kayo mukhang tanga!
masarap balikan ang mga games na nilalaro mo nuong araw, minsan na lang ako maglaro ng mga yan, puro ragnarok na lang ako. sana, makalaro ulit ako ng shagiddy-shagiddy-sha-popo at makita ko na trading cards ko. sino pwede makalaro ng shagiddy-shagiddy-sha-popo jan? :)
Etiquetas: big deal, kabaliwan- buhay, tawa magdamag., trip
I so need your prayers... :(
jueves, junio 21, 2007
i often question people who asks prayers from people who doesn't even know them.
for example, a woman in quiapo church is asking everybody for prayers because her child is sick. for me, the hell? i dont even know you and ang sarili ko nga ngayon ko lang ipagdarasal ikaw pa kaya?
finally, i saw the point of asking for prayers kahit sa mga di mo kakilala. kasi dun ka na lang mag lilean eh, wala ng iba, and as a filipino, i strongly believe that prayerS ARE the best way to enlighten one's feeling, and the best medicine.
Im suffering from an unsure amoebiasis, hindi pa confirmed kung amoebiasis nga ito, pero i oh so hope na hindi, kasi if ever amoebiasis nga ito eh, i'll suffer from it forever, since last wednesday, im experiencing drastic tummy ache and sobrang nagtatae ako, i mean, para akong umiihi sa pwet dahil sa sobrang tubig ng tae ko, im also sick and so not feeling well. gumigising ako sa gabi ng i think 7 times para lang mag cr, and worst, nagigising ako dahil sa sobrang sakit ng tiyan at halos every 1 hour eh gigising ako dahil nga sa sobrang sakit ng tiyan ko.
so guys, kakilala ko man or hindi, i so need your prayers, please...
Etiquetas: ..., big deal, kabaliwan- buhay
galit ako sayo!
lunes, junio 18, 2007
iba-iba ang personalidad ng tao, mei iba-ibang kagustuhan at iba-ibang prinsipyo...
iba-iba rin ang nagti-trigger kung pano tayo magalit, san tayo magalit or bakit tayo nagagalit.
being a such a snooty bitch, maraming akong kinagagalitan, marami rin akong kinaiinsisan... and as many says, perfectionist daw ako, I hate failures, gusto sa lahat ng ginagawa ko, lagi akong panalo, pero kung matalo, wala nakong magagawa, yun na yung nangyare eh, respetuhin na lang, ganun ako kaparadoxical.
Ilang beses na rin ako nagalit at nainis, minsan sa mababaw na dahilan at minsan sobrang bigat at makakapatay ako, andiyan ang pagkamatay ko sa ragnarok, grabe, inis-na-inis ako pag nangyayari yun, halos ibato ko ang computer, nagagalit naman ako, pag-pinoprovoke(chempre) ako o kaya naman, tinatapakan yung pagkatao ko. ayoko kasing minamaliit ako, pero gusto kong nachachallenge...
pag ako nachachallenge, i'll do my best para mapatunayan dun sa nagchallenge sa akin na karapat-dapat akong magwagi. andiyan ang play namin nung junior year, nagkaroon kasi kami ng play sa social studies, kailangan related sa world history, ang napili naming play eh titanic, ewan ko ba kung anung relasyon nun sa world history, pero basta, inaaccept yun ng teacher, edi ayan, play na, talagang binigay namin ng groupmates ko ang kaya namin ibigay, todo props at everything, pero pumalpak kami sa isang concept, nirecord namin yung boses nung mga artista, pinagpaalam namin yun sa teacher sabi niya ok lang daw pero nung awardings na, siyet, talagang pinoint-out niya samin na mali daw yun, at we got a fuckkin grade of 81%!!! at walang nomination sa awards yun ah, pero yung ibang walang kwentang plays meron at matataas ang nakuha, kaya nga pala namin nirecord yung play dahil kulang sa gamit ang school namin, 2 lng ata ang mic, so ginawa namin, nirecord nmin para rinig ng lahat. at dahil diyan sa experience na iyan, eh ayan, produkto ang modernong maria clara.
ganun naman ata talaga ang tao pagnachachallenge, ginagawa lahat, ego na kasi ang alanganin, naku, ma-ego pa naman ako..
pag galit ako o kaya naman inis, madalas akong magtrash talk, hindi ako namamlastik dahil nun lang lumabas ang baho mo sakin, hindi, ginago moko, di gaguhin rin kita, pero sbi nga ni thea, sa isang conflict, parehong partido ang nagkamali hindi lang isa. pag galit rin ako, pwede akong makapatay, o kung importante o gusto ko pa maretain yung friendship namin nung tao, time will heal the wounds, minsan sumusulat na lang ako tas susunugin ko sa jar of despair ko, dun lahat ng hinanakit ko nasunug para wala na.
iba pag friend ko ang kagalit ko, ilang beses na rin kami nag-away ni thea, ilang beses na rin niya ako pinaiyak! pero never let a fight go on before the sun goes down ang motto ko pag friend na ang kaaway, kaya ayun, sa huli, after all the dramas eh nagkakabati rin kami. kaya gento na kami kaclose ngayon. :)
iba naman pag ayaw ko sayo, pag ayaw ko sayo, ayaw ko syao tapos! hindi ako galit, hindi ako inis basta ayaw ko sayo, kasi baka marami kang qualities na ayaw ko, ang rude ko noh? pero im not telling the person to change, kasi baka mamaya ako lang pala nakakakita nun, basta ang alam ko ayaw ko sa kanya, tapos, walang sorry-sorry para kausapin ko siya ulit or watsoever, basta ayaw ko syao, yun na yun. gets niyo ba? :)
ikaw? anung ikinagagalit mo? at pano ka magalit?
Etiquetas: kabaliwan- buhay, normal na araw
Pers Day of school!
viernes, junio 15, 2007
aba! ang bilis nga naman ng panahon noh... 2 araw na pala since nagstart ang mga classes ng mga friends ko sa pilipinas, dagsaan na nga ang group messages na umuuwi na daw sila ganyan ganito, ilang araw na rin pala ang nakakalipas since padalhan ako ng sulat ng greensborough college dito sa europa, hindi ko pa nga pala nasasabi sa inyo ang magandang balita na natanggap ko, opo, andito po ako sa europe nagaaral sa greensborough college ng advertising. lumipad akong papunta dito last week, at yung visa from canda natanggap na nga pala namin, pero sila mommy na lang ang lilipad doon at susunod ako.
lahat kami dito advertising ang inaaral at piling tao lang rin ang nakakapasok dito, laking pagtataka ko nga ng may mail na dumating doon sa amin sa pinas, hindi na rin nagdalawang isip ang parents ko na ipadala ako dito, kasi lahat libre, from plane ticket, to lodging at food, aba nadaig ko and valedictorian namin, dahil ako ay iskolar ng isang college sa ibang bansa, at sa europa pa! :)
gusto ko dito sa college ko(hindi ko naiispel dahil mahirap) dahil dito, walang diskriminasyon, naka-uniform nga pala kami dito, katuwa nga yug uniform, parang sa harrypotter, nakarobe kaming parang ewan, tapos nakatuck in, basta, maganda, ako nga rin pala ang unang pilipinong nakapasok dito sa school na ito, kumukuha kasi sila ng estudyante from diff countries ehh, at swerte ko, nakuha ako, at unang pilipino pa, hindi ito sikat, kasi nga isang course lang ang tinuturo, 100 students per year, so meaning may 400 students lang dito sa college, at advertising lang ang course naming lahat.
sa dorm, masaya rin ako, kasi pwede 24 hours ang computer, mei laptop na dito, na sa pagkakaalam ko, pwede na namin iuwi pag gradweyt, nagraragna pa nga ako dito eh! at guess wut? ang greensborough college eh school to the stars rin nga pala, karoom ko nga pala si Daniel Radcliffe, at kaklase ko si orlandoo bloom at haley joel osment, nasa junior year naman si chad micheal murray, exclusive school ito kaya puro lalake kami. :)
ang mga classroom dito, high-tech! wala kaming notebook notebook at libro-libro, de computer, dala-dala namin ang mga laptop dito, at kung kailangan ivisualize ng titser ang gusto niya ipakita, mei robot na magdedemo or mei projector, di rin kami komokopya sa blackboard dahil iniemail na lang samin ng titser, ang mga exams lang dito ang de-sulat, sa palm pilot pa.
ang subjects, masaya naman, ang astig ng mga tinuturo, adiyan ang proper etiquette, tinuturuan kami kung pano maglakad, tapos ang proper posture, tamang pag hawak ng wine glass at iba pa, mei kaklase nga akong tinanong kung bakit kailangan namin ito pagaralan, dahil daw pag umattend kami ng isang event, pangit naman daw kung barbaric kami, astig ang mga tinuturo talaga dito, pati mga titser, mukha silang anime! :)
optional ang PE dito, kaya ayus na ayus sa akin, naguluhan pa nga ako nung una kung magpPE ako, kasi astig yung la crosse, pero sadyang tamad tlga ako, kaya i chose to stay every friday nalang dito sa dorm at magtulog.
sa mga friends, wala akong problema, pare-pareho kaming freshman nila daniel(harry ang tukso ko sa kanya, ayaw niya kasing tinatawag siya nun) kaya we keep each other's company, walang nangtitrip dito, kasi automatic kick-out, full scholar ba naman kami? magloko pa kaya? ayaw nila mashadong itinitv ang school na ito, to keep its integrity and quality, puro nga naman kasi artista...
eto, friday night, tulog na si harry, pagod ata sa base ball na napili niyang sport, ako eto todo type.
*BOOOOOOOGGGGGGGG*
aray, nauntog ako, shet, nakatulog pala ako sa harap ng computer, nagising rin ako sa katotohanan na hindi pala ako pumapasok, at andito pa rin ako sa bahay, panagainip lang pala lahat iyon. sayang naman. :(
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ang lahat ng isinasaad sa itaas ay pawang kalokohan lamang, dala siguro ng pagkastuck ko dito sa bahay na puro ragnarok ang inaatupag, pagpasensiyahan niyo na ako! :)
Etiquetas: Bahala na.., kabaliwan- college, kagaguhan sa eskwela
Not one of em boys!
martes, junio 12, 2007
aba'y akalain mo nga naman at martes pa din at pangalawang post ko na ito, ang dami ko sigurong iniisip, kaya ipopost ko na rin itong naiisip ko baka mamaya eh tamarin pa ako.
i grew up wit only two schools, the one's private and the other one's only semi-private, on my first school, I was just kindergarten, i have no problem with friends and so they are with me, in that time, i had a bestfriend, he's a guy and we really share the same thoughts and hobbies, actually, we were both on top 3, he's the top 1 and I came next, but inspite of the academic competition between us, we still managed to be friends, not until I transferred in my alma mater...
Since then, i became a loner, i had no companions till grade three, it was really hard for me to adjust but when the time came that i found my friends, it was different, now, they're a bunch of girls, they were the ones to whom i've shared almost all my memories with, I remember back in 6th grade, our adviser forced a group of boys to accompany me so i'd be okay with the guy classmates, but that didn't work, they run and run and sweat and fight for a stupid orange ball while i was just sitting at one corner listening and humming to whatever song that pops into my mind, I left them and found my circle of friends, sure there are boys but majority of them are girls...
I grew up snobbish, contrary to those who think i'm friendly and to that 4-year record that i'm the friendliest student in our class, i choose people to whom i want to talk to and in our school, i found that interest to my girl classmates and i grew up with them till i graduate.
boys in our school are rowdy and somewhat close to barbaric, they really love sports, as in they'll sacrifice their lives just to win a simple ball game, they love not-so cool trips but they think that its so HEAVENLY cool! They also love to mock and say bad things to people that are not in their circle of friends and they hate me, i know they hate me even they're not telling me, coz,
cno nga ba naman tong maarte, pakialamero, bitchy at gagong toh na makikisali samin? HINDI SIYA BAGAY SA AMIN! Im really off to sports cos i'm the artistic and quiet but loud type of guy, im super maarte, i even use tag-lish/conyo as my mother language, and i really can't see the point of fighting and sweating or watsover -ing for just a stupid orange with lines and bouncy ball? could someone please tell me? there are guys of my type in school but we also ended up fighting cos i ended up liking him talaga! hahaha! im so bitchy, but that's a different story na! i certainly believe na hindi nga bagay ang interests ko sa boys in my school.
so i guess, that's why i ended up ALSO looking for a guy partner cos i only had a good guy friend once and we ended up separating, kaya yun nga siguro ang mga dahilan kaya im having a hard time gaining guy friends in our school, kasi mostly sa mga guy batchmates ko eh barbaric... and i really dont know how to approach them... siguro kung iba ang school ko, guys ang friends ko upto now. well... at least i'm with friends who are really true to me and i know for whoever i am, they'll love me forever, by now, i think i only have 2 guy friends and they're not bisexual or gay! ahahaha! :P :) they're just the classy ones! hahahaha! :P :)
Etiquetas: kabaliwan- buhay, kaibigan
hello 100th post!
lunes, junio 11, 2007
fist of all, i would like to thank my mopther and my father for bringing me into the top of this world and for paying a good internet connection...
i would also like to thank the readers of this blog, this would be nothing without you... i really appreciate it! :0 coz what's a blog without no one reading it?
i would also like to thank the readers for always being there for me, i dont know if you're reading tis blog for information, entertainment or watsoever purposes but not knowing that you really make me happy whenever somebody tags me or comments on my blog, not necessary if it's good or bad, as long as i know that there are readers who continues to support my blog.
I really lurve the to mention the names of those people who's viewed my blog 50+ times, a very high thank you to the following people:
Jay-ArPaulSaturnand
Meryl*info courtesy of e-referrer
inspite of my blog being senseless and not that interesting, i really thank those people who keeps on reading this blog...
please continue always being there for me... i really appreciate it! :)
*if you have comments about a post, please, use the comments below the title of the post. thanks! :)
Etiquetas: big deal, kabaliwan- buhay, proyekto-tapos
ParA*WhoOOOOooooOO*icAL
domingo, junio 10, 2007
Sa mga ganiton oras(1am), ako ay usually nag frefriendster rounds(wow! may ganun!), yeah, im checking friendster profiles, and pictures and blog hopping, when suddenly, a very loud... "HOW MUCH IS THAT DOGGIE IN THE WINDOW *ARF ARF*" flowed into the thick coil connected into my headset na nagpapapetiks-petiks(petiks: paupo-upo) na lang sa aking tenga...
nairita ako ng sobra, kasi...
number 1: gabing gabi na, alam kong 24-hours yung music sa page na yun, pero for goodness sake, kailangan ba talaga na ganung kalakas? take note, yung volume ng headset ko eh nasa pinakamahina na lang, para makapagconcentrate rin ako sa pagbabasa/view ng mga profiles, while listening sa aking evur favorite.... mandy playlist*haha* pero rinig ko pa rin ng malakas na malakas ang "HOW MUCH IS THAT DOGGIE IN THE WINDOW *ARF ARF*"
number 2: pumunta ako sa profile niya para iview/makichismis sa profile niya hindi makarinig ng "how much is that doggie in the window *ARF ARF*"
number 3: napilitan lang naman akong tignan ang profile niya dhail nagflood siya sa announcements ng group na sinalihan ko... *napaka pakialamaero ko naman kasi*
at higit sa lahat ng ikinagagalit ko...
number 4:
nagulat ako
grabe, nasira gabi ko, dahil dun...
tips sa mga gumagawa ng friendster/blog/watsoever:
please naman, stop putting glittery and corny stuffs sa profiles niyo, lalo na sa mga blogger, gusto niyo bang sa kalagitnaan ng pagbabasa eh mei "HOW MUCH IS THAT DOGGIE IN THE WINDOW *ARF ARF*" na biglang sisingit at seryosong seryoso kayo sa pagbabasa? at worst, nagulat kayo... bukod sa matagal na iload yung page, eh nakakairita talaga, naku, lalu na pag "HOW MUCH IS THAT DOGGIE IN THE WINDOW *ARF ARF*" o kaya, "WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!" ang ririndi, nakakirita naman talaga diba?
** 99 post ko na ito!! **
Etiquetas: kabaliwan- buhay
Cry_Wolf
sábado, junio 09, 2007
Avoid suspicion, manipulate your friends and destroy your enemies. Who would ever thought that these three simple qoutes are rules of a LYING game. in where you must tell a lie, accuse and defend yourself.
the story revolves around a group of senior students that played a prank around their whole campus, they made a false alarm that said that a murderer is roaming around their campus, it was done after a girl was killed around the campus' vicinity, but, it all ended up that the joke was not on the people around the campus, but on them.
i love the whole movie, the plot has so much twist but it never looked like a pinoy telenovela that there's a bida and a contrabida. and the characters were really good looking, and the campus use was so huge and beautiful! :) just watch the movie! :)
Etiquetas: movie review
here i am dreaming the impossible dream.
jueves, junio 07, 2007
"to dream... the impossible dream... to fight... the unbeatable foe... to bear... the unbearable sorrow... to run... where the brave dare not go... to right... the unrightable wrong... to love, pure and chaste from afar... to try... when your arms are too weary... to reach... the unreachable star... this is my quest... to follow that star... no matter how hopeless... no matter how far... to fight for the right... without questions and pause... to be willing to march into hell... for a heavenly cause... and i know... if i'll only be true... to this glorious quest... that my heart will lie peaceful and calm... when im laid to my rest... and the world... will be better for this... that one man... scorned and covered with scars... still strong... with his last ounce of courage... to reach... the unreachable... star..."
I bet you know the song above!? I mean, the one constantly playing on your grandfather's large radio that seemed to play a CD as big as your butt.
I think it was on my third year when the school had a field trip, we watched don quixote de la mancha on theater, it was a nice play, personally i love it, not because it was performed by the repertory philippines, and it has very good effects but i felt that the story was made for me... don quixote de la mancha and count justin of monte cristo with their graces will surely click together, we have dreams of the same depth, and crazyness surely flows into our veins and we are both misunderstood.
i really cant see the point why other people thinks i'm crazy having very grand dreams, being the national artist for film before going thirty, being one of the most influential and richest people on earth and living the party life? what's so grand about that(sarcasm on sale... 100% discount)? at this point, i want to ask the world... IS IT WRONG TO DREAM THE IMPOSSIBLE DREAM? i really hate it when people says things about my dreams and they think i can't do it... the hell!!! what's with them? i strongly believe that success comes from dreams, and having big dreams means having great success. kasi dun nagcecenter yung life mo eh(napatagalog tuloy ako), dream=goal, and with that philosophy, i think if one's really afraid to fail, i think he would do EVERYTHING to reach that dream, no matter how impossible it is, sabi nga nila libre lang mangarap, at hindi to madaling tuparin, sure, ill go to that process, but meron bang shortcut? feel ko kasi ang dami ko pang hindi nagagawa at my age... with my age, i want to be put na kahit sa side lang ng lime light, with that, palalakihin ko yung ilaw na yun and will be influential and be known... gaahhh... yeah right, saw how grand are my dreams na talaga noh?
anyway... I really hope i'd have my Sancho Panza and Dulcinea to support all of my impossible dreams... :)
Etiquetas: ..., Bahala na.., kabaliwan- buhay
reklamall
domingo, junio 03, 2007
** kaya ang naman ako tinatamad magblog dahil mabagal ang internet, pero ngayon, ok na siya, kailangan ko magsalita ng aking nararamdaman kaya i'll blog na rin.
parang sa lahat ng tao napakanecessary ng mall, sa modernong panahon ngayon, parang hindi mabubuhay ang mga tao kung walang mall, mapamahirap, mayaman, mabantot, mabango, matangkad, unano, mahaba ang buhok sa ilong, bakla, tomboy, mei anghit at kung anu-anu pa! makikita mo yan sa mall, ngunit sa halos twice a week kong pagmomall na kahit wala naman akong binibili, eh marami akong kapintasan na nakikita, hindi sa laitero ako, natural lang siguro na lahat mei kapintasan at nakita ko ang kapintasan ng mga mall.
narinig mo na ba ang song na pinakafavorite ko sa lahat? ang... "we've got it all for you," yung kinakanta pagmagbubukas na yung mall o magsasara na, naku! pagnagmomall kami ng gabi ng family eh ang lakas na ng kabog ng dibdib ko pagkinakanta na yung "we've got it all for you" kasi feel ko any moment eh didilim na at sasara na ang mall, totoo! hanggang naun takot pa rin ako pag kinakanta yung song na yun sa gabi.
nasa music na rin lang tayo eh why not reklamuhan na rin ang music ng ilang stores? andiyan ang mga stores na pangrocker! naku! talagng di mo nanaisin na pumasok sa mga store na ganun, eh yung volume ata ng radio nila eh nasa 20000000 na sa lakas at ang music eh yung mga lyrics eh puro "whoooooooooo," "waaaaaaa," "yeaaaah" at "rakenrol!" hindi mo talaga nanaisin pumasok sa mga ganun... andiyan rin ang mga store na pang teens, yung mga music nila yung mga tipong techno, yung mga any moment eh baka sapian ka ng model at rumampa ka ng sukat-sukat ang damit na type mo, andiyan rin ang mga shops na pacute, yung mga pang-girl lang, at ang mga music eh kailangan nasa uso, katulad ng mga kanta nila jessica simpson, paris hilton at kung sino-sino pang teen icon ngayon na karaniwang babae lang ang sumasamba, last but not the least, eh yung mga stores na pang-party, mga damit nila pamparty, at shempre ang music, yung katulad ng mga sinasayaw sa JS prom, yung tipong, "Im feeling so happeeeeee!! i wanna be happpyyyy!" na pwedeng kang magparty sa loob ng dressing room, or why not makipag party sa mga saleslady dun...
speaking of saleslady, kailangan sa isang shop ang maraming saleslady, para maassist yung mga customers, naku! kaya minsan ayoko na magsukat ng damit at bumili dahil diyan sa mga saleslady na yan, beh kasusunget! kala mo menopause na! at chikahan pa ng chikahan at landian pa ng landian at kung hindi mo pa lapitan eh hindi ka nila pagsisilbihan, meron rin namang ilang saleslady na friendly, yung mga saleslady ng mga paluging stores dahil walang nabili, at yung mga saleslady na per piece ang sweldo nila, try niyu pumasok sa store na di matao, tignan niyo't maguunahan at magaagawan pa yung mga saleslady sa inyo.
sa mga klase ng taong nabanggit ko sa itaas, mei kanya-kanyang istayl yan ng pananamit, andiyan ang mga pahip-hop o kung feeling mo sosyalista ka at trip mo tlgang laitin yung mga pahip-hop, ang tawag mo sa kanila eh hip-hop kalye, yung mga feeling nila hip-hop sila pero ang kilala lang nila eh ang salbakuta at take note, malalaman niyong pahiphop/hip-hop kalye ang isang tao kung ang size nila eh small pero ang t-shirt nila eh large, yung tipong mukha silang tarsier sa liit pero yung t-shirt nila pang-elepante, isa pa, meron silang bling-bling na halatang pwet lang ng baso, at last, sila yung kung maglakad eh kala mo sa kanila yung daan sa haba ng kamay at lakas ng pagsway ng kamay at lahat ng tao eh nahahawi na...
andiyan rin ang mga fashionistang color coordinated, yung mga pink ang tshirt, pants, watch, bracelet, hikaw, blush-on, shoes, panty at bra, jowsko! madalas ka pang makakakita ng tropang rainbow colors, yung tipong kumpleto ang ROYGBIV na kulay dahil lahat sila terno-terno, pareho sila mag-isip nagkaiba lang sa kulay, ganun naman ata talaga pagmagkakatropa, kami nga nila thea at nova, once nagmall kami, napashet ako dhil lahat kami nakabrown pero hindi namin pinaguusapan iyon, at once kaming apat, ako, thea, nova at mamat, nagmall, lahat kami nakashorts at havaianas, pero di namin pinaguusapan, ang galing!
color rin lang ang pinaguusapan, meron ring mga fashionista na iba ibang kulay ang damit, andiyan si blue shirt-camouflage pants combination, buti na lang at di sila napagkakamalang NPA, andiyan sila green shirt - red pants, try niyo tong color na ito at tignan natin kung hindi kayo lapitan ng mga bata at kantahan ng jinggalbel at "ang ambabarat ninyo song" kung di niyo sila bigyan, andiyan rin ang green shirt- brown pants combination, pag gento color combination niyo, try niyo pumasok sa home at let's see ulit kung di kayo sabitan ng mga artificial fruits.
andiyan din yung mga pasosyal na bitch, sila yung mga divisoria ang pupuntahan pero aba! parang hinalukay talaga ang closet at piniga ang fashionista juices at nagmukhang-overdressed, malamang sila yung mga galing sa hirap eh, yung mga from stones to gold, di marunong bumalik sa pinanggalingang divisoria at nanlaiet pa, feeling mataas, di niya alam sa tinging ng iba, over-dressed siya. eheheh...
last kong tatalakayin yung mga restaurants, naranasan mo na ba yung kumain sa isang restaurant na sabi nila 15 minutes daw ang order pero 50 minutes na wala pa rin, madalas kasi ganun eh, yung kailangan mo pa ipafollow-up yung order para lang maibigay sayo ng ayos, at minsan kung maangasan pa sa iyo yung pinagpafollow-upan mo eh duduraan o bababuyin yung order mo, ewan ko kung naduraan o nababoy na yung food namin, mami ko kasi eh, ang sungit pag palpak service ng isang kainan, manager kasi ng jolibee...
marami pang aberya sa mall, pero next post na siguro iyon at mahaba na rin ito... :)
Etiquetas: big deal, kabaliwan- buhay
There's something about nothing.
viernes, junio 01, 2007
have you ever been thinking of nothing but you want to say something but all you can think of is nothing?
im telling you, it's nothing, i wanna talk about everything but all im thinking ends up with nothing, i should do something...
i think what im doing is bothering something, but i know that that something is really nothing, so i think i should stop doing what's bothering that something that is really nothing.
you know what i'm doing? it's really nothing, and its full of nothing and something and thing, so why dont you just close that browser and do something, but i guess what you will be doing will also be nothing, because you've been reading this essay full of nothing, and it's really nothing, it's not something.
i wrote this short something to prove nothing, but to just say something that says nothing, so with this something that means nothing, i hope you got something, coz i think this work is really nothing.
Etiquetas: big deal
